With this weeks healing session helped me deeply it helped me separate the hurt from the healing process I much needed to complete and move forward
To be able to separate the protection wall I have built for myself.
I may need to do this a few more times to fully completely heal and move forward.
I have been so independent and would only cry in the shower where my children could not hear or see me
I had to be strong for them to show them I could fix or accomplish all that needed to be taken care of for them and myself.
So to be able to cry now in front of anyone isnt allowed.
If I cry in front of anyone it is due to me being so upset it is taking all I have to not reach over and hit the person that made me that upset.
This step/ healing session has helped so much