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My reply for Week 2:
I so wanted to start this on Monday the 17th of August. That didn’t work out and Tuesday I was trying to get some energy going, but after the last three days of the daily drive and then one of my nephews chimed in and wanting to talk. I told him for about an hour because I was exhausted, but 2 1/2 hours later there we were still catching up on things. So, it was too late. So on Wednesday after my long day of driving again I tried to get the energy up to do the meditation with Stephanie on the video and boy am I glad I waited!
Again I had an amazing and awesome experience with this one as well. I guess that is just how it goes for me. So, I will try to describe my walk to meeting the inner child/gate keeper and my higher self.
Stephanie took me from out of a jungle type path and setting onto a beautiful white sandy beach with two palm trees to kinda frame the beach and the most amazing blue water.
I then had to turn back around and go back into that jungle and walk that path to the largest tree right in front of me and get into the roots to find that child.
It did not take me long to see her. She has always been there just waiting for me. I believe she was me at about 4 when my whole life changed. But that is all for another day. I wrapped my loving arms around her and held her for a few moments on my lap. As if to tell her that she is going to be okay from now on and we walked out of those roots hand and hand and back up the jungle path back to the beach.
My inner child was on my right and holding my right hand. After getting back on the beach, I had looked to my left. And wow! Holy moly! There was this amazing looking woman walking towards us. She had long flowing hair. She was slim and athletic in her graceful form. She was wearing a gorgeous white (flowing with the ocean breeze) long dress. And this aura was about her. It was like the rays of the sun, but like gold and glittery at the same time. I thought, wow! Is this a goddess? This person seems to be from another realm, but she seems familiar all at the same time.
And when Stephanie said that this was my higher self. I was almost floored. I can’t even begin to tell you how this made me feel to know this was me, but as my ultimate self. Wow! Just wow! (Tears in my eyes).
Then we (the inner child, my higher self and I) all touched our hands together and made that circle. And the energy that flowed through each one of us (separate),but as one (together). Amazing, just amazing. Almost electric in nature. I did not want it to end, but Stephanie made us.
I believe that as Stephanie has suggested for us to continue to do this one once a week. I am looking forward to fitting this into my weekly routine (whatever that is 😁) and am looking forward to seeing that beautiful lady again and getting to know how to be my highest of self.