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Please watch the the Week 2 video below and share the insights, experiences and healing you received from the video. You can also access the PDF workbook here.
To get your certification for the Magical Mothering Method, please respond with video, blog post or picture of documentation of work done with each week.
This weeks healing was my biggest task so far.
I had no problem with hearing and seeing the vision I chose my biggest accomplishment was going into the hole under the tree – my heart was racing I began to sweat (I have claustrophobia issues)so for me to stay in the mediation state and control my breathing and not freak out into a panic attack was a huge step and I did it. I did see my 3 year old self, however I could not see my higher self so I spoke with Stephanie and we worked it out to what it was I need to d to accomplish the higher self goal.
I am learning so much and facing the fear of certain issues.
so looking forward to loving myself and those around me as well as the issues/fears I have to be set free of them.Hello everyone, so far I completed week 1 and 2 and have had 2 in person sessions with Stephanie. This has already revealed some pretty heavy emotions and forgotten memories for me. I have come to realize that I have been disassociating from my body since I was a baby so it is very difficult for me to picture my own face or myself as a child. Although I cant always see my face clearly I am able to see myself as a small child and my higher self but mostly just my body. However I believe the further into this journey I go things will become clearer and I have actually volunteered to share my healing journey with you all. I am hoping that by doing so I will encourage others to believe that healing is possible and that they are not alone in this. I am looking forward to continuing my path to wholeness and sharing it with you all along the way.
Sandy, I am so proud of you!! For you to create the space for your own healing and to face your fears is amazing! Each time you realize that you are safe through these experiences you will be freeing yourself from these bindings.
Shelby, thank you so much for revealing yourself and sharing your journey with everyone here! Especially those that don’t have memories prior to the age of 7!
I initially had a difficult time recalling specific memories before 7 years old so I found some photos and looked through them. That really got the memories to start flowing…really good memories, memories so good that I began to feel bitter toward how harsh the rest of the world was to me in comparison. Like it was some evil trick, to be teased with such kindness to then realize it’s not real.I was able to identify several inner children but certainly have a baseline inner child that is 4 years old. I journaled out what I each of the tramas was that created that identity and then identified the chakra associated with those feelings. I then went back to my list later and realized that ultimately they all actually dealt with the Root Chakra!
My reply for Week 2:
I so wanted to start this on Monday the 17th of August. That didn’t work out and Tuesday I was trying to get some energy going, but after the last three days of the daily drive and then one of my nephews chimed in and wanting to talk. I told him for about an hour because I was exhausted, but 2 1/2 hours later there we were still catching up on things. So, it was too late. So on Wednesday after my long day of driving again I tried to get the energy up to do the meditation with Stephanie on the video and boy am I glad I waited!
Again I had an amazing and awesome experience with this one as well. I guess that is just how it goes for me. So, I will try to describe my walk to meeting the inner child/gate keeper and my higher self.
Stephanie took me from out of a jungle type path and setting onto a beautiful white sandy beach with two palm trees to kinda frame the beach and the most amazing blue water.
I then had to turn back around and go back into that jungle and walk that path to the largest tree right in front of me and get into the roots to find that child.
It did not take me long to see her. She has always been there just waiting for me. I believe she was me at about 4 when my whole life changed. But that is all for another day. I wrapped my loving arms around her and held her for a few moments on my lap. As if to tell her that she is going to be okay from now on and we walked out of those roots hand and hand and back up the jungle path back to the beach.
My inner child was on my right and holding my right hand. After getting back on the beach, I had looked to my left. And wow! Holy moly! There was this amazing looking woman walking towards us. She had long flowing hair. She was slim and athletic in her graceful form. She was wearing a gorgeous white (flowing with the ocean breeze) long dress. And this aura was about her. It was like the rays of the sun, but like gold and glittery at the same time. I thought, wow! Is this a goddess? This person seems to be from another realm, but she seems familiar all at the same time.
And when Stephanie said that this was my higher self. I was almost floored. I can’t even begin to tell you how this made me feel to know this was me, but as my ultimate self. Wow! Just wow! (Tears in my eyes).
Then we (the inner child, my higher self and I) all touched our hands together and made that circle. And the energy that flowed through each one of us (separate),but as one (together). Amazing, just amazing. Almost electric in nature. I did not want it to end, but Stephanie made us.
I believe that as Stephanie has suggested for us to continue to do this one once a week. I am looking forward to fitting this into my weekly routine (whatever that is 😁) and am looking forward to seeing that beautiful lady again and getting to know how to be my highest of self.
Ann, I love the organization of your inner children with the specific trauma and then the chakra! This allows for you to know that multiple chakras were affected and yet all ultimately have to do with the root! Do incredible!!
Jackie O, what a beautiful experience you were able to have through this encounter! What an amazing thing to see your higher self, knowing that this is what and who are are moving towards, this is your wholeness and your magical true self!!
Wow! This meditation was such an enlightening experience for me. Unfulfilled needs that I had normalized came to light, and I started to see them in their truer form. The connection between the inner child and higher self helped me gain some insight into how I could fulfill these needs and also helped me extend some compassion to myself. The act of doing this meditation (in itself) has showed me that I can be there to support and care for myself in a authentic way…and that feels very powerful.
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