Trying to pinpoint the root of my unworthiness took several trips around that spider web. Growing up in a “fire and brimstone’ preaching church, being told how Unworthy you are was a common practice (because only Jesus could make us worthy). I realized at a very young age that i made people very uncomfortable. I was too excited, too happy, too content. My peaceful demeanor made people uncomfortable! How is that even possible?! Going through this process (several times) and really letting those experiences sink in has begun a powerful healing. Im so grateful.
December 18, 2023 I looked at Travis as the wood stove was loaded with firewood, the house had just been filled with a new TV, a comfy leather couch, soft carpets on the floors, and … Read more