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Welcome, happy new moon. I am so grateful to be back.
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Oh, it feels so good. I am coming. Live with from inside the new apartment Perry Building that Travis built over the week that I was off line resting.
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He was busy working and creating this space for me to have all of my amazing teachers and extracts and crystals.
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So this is what is behind me. This is the building that i’m in.
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I now have space. so it’s very exciting it’s still a work in progress, but i’m excited to be inside of it today.
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So it feels very good to be here and back. So we are in a new moon.
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So the new moon is time of the new beginnings fresh starts.
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This is really the time. So there’s no visual moon right now it is dark, and so there’s actually very little to no energy coming from the moon, and I find that this is such a powerful time because then, we can really connect with
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where our own energy level is and where it’s coming from what’s kind of going on within us, because we’re not having that influence, Maybe a full moon, we’re not having the influence from all of the moon energy kind of
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making our emotions go a little wild with this new moon energy.
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We just get to, and so this month we’re going to be tapping in to our solar plexus.
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So our solar plexus is right here so here’s your ribs the bottoms of your ribs.
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There’s a little space where your ribs come together, and this is your solar plexus.
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So are solar. Plexus is a really powerful space.
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This is where all of our connections happen. This is where we connect with others.
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This is where we connect with ourselves. this is our point of in Maslow’s hierarchy pyramid, where we connect and have our sense of belonging.
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All of these really important vital aspects to our mental physical health.
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And so this is where our confidence is held in our solar plexus, our self-esteem, our empowerment and our intuition.
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So I just wanna give a shout out that the solar plexus Chakra potion. So it’s solar plexus, Chakra and empowerment potion is the potion of the month.
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This month. so, and there is a crystal in all of these potions.
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I mix all of the plants that i’ve extracted individually.
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I mix them all together, and then each potion has a crystal that is then shared.
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So I program the courts crystal in every single bottle, letting all the plants know how they’re going to be hoping the bottle or the the person the body.
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Good morning, Jolene. Good morning, Lee. andrew so solar plexus potion is the potion of the month, and then we’ve got 2 stones here.
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I’ve got sectarian hearts so the sectarian hearts.
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September eleventh and I knew I was gonna forget what the other stone was, but it’s a mix of 3 stones.
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It’s great for that solar plexus for that empowerment to remember, to trust and to love your intuition.
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I love sectarian, and my favorite favorite favorite solar plexus.
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Crystal is Yellow Bruce sites so it’s a very energetically charged.
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Crystal. it’s from pakistan it was recently discovered in 2,017.
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It’s got a really lovely energetic aura to it, so you can sometimes feel the zing of it in your hand.
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Very an awakening, an enlivening stone.
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So Yellow Bruce site is an incredible crystal to pick up to work with this month for this solar. Alexis.
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Yeah. Leander, my favorite, Tom Lee Andrew, got a beautiful piece of yellow Bruce site in her collection that she uses for her healings and her offerings.
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So. good morning, Amanda. welcome, so intuition, I feel, is going to be the general theme for this month.
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And allowing for our overall theme of intuition, really infiltrate where we get our confidence from where we get ourselves. A steam from where we get all of these aspects from So Amanda says sweet
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solar plexus is the one I work with on the most.
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I love it. Well, this is your month. This is gonna be your month for the solar plexus.
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And this new moon so we can set some intentions if we’d like.
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But I want to get away from the manifesting culture.
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I really do, because I feel like the lunar i’m stepping on this piece of wood, So i’m going up and down.
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Sorry. I want to get away from this manifest or culture that we live in this.
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Just do with culture. This this culture of like we are gonna take our lives, and we’re gonna manifest because I feel like with the divine feminine while manifesting is fantastic.
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There’s also something so beautiful to allowing for trusting for being in our intuition, and really feeling that our intuition every single second is, is allowing and guiding and sharing and resources, and if we are receptive to
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our own innate intuition. I feel like that.
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Is such a powerhouse for manifestation. but not in this, like I’m gonna manifest the money, because so often we have this cultural paradigm, even if we’re not living according to capitalistic consumeristic
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culture. it’s so pervasive and persuasive that sometimes we get sucked into those programs of Oh, maybe I should.
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Maybe I should, or I have to, or I need to do this, and that pulls us into our manifestations and our intentions, rather than this beautiful flow of being in our intuition.
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And having this, like streamlined straight line insight into our own higher selves nudging.
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So our our higher self and our our guides the universe. God goddess, all of these amazing things that are working for us are creating these outside nudgings.
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They’re creating these outside influences that are putting people in places and things, and timing into our lives perfectly and in the right time.
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And then we have our intuition that is coming from within, giving us these nudging or aspects of even if it’s pick up this thing from the grocery store, or leave right now to go get gas on that from that gas
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station in front of instead of the gas station you usually go to or being woken up at 4?
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Am I’m, going? Why, am I wide awake what’s your intuition guiding you into creating space for you.
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And good morning, Linda. welcome so amanda shares i’m listening to braiding sweet grass.
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She is so beautifully til stories about how the divine feminine, and Mother Earth gives so abundantly.
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Yes, and it’s such a different energy than this manifesting divine, masculine, just do it energy an energetic aspect of really being connected.
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And I do want to share about my rest week, because this was a big part of my rest week.
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I did just write a blog post on magical mothering dot com if you go to blogs and podcasts
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It’s available there, kind of sharing about the rest week that I had, and these dressed weeks have already been transformational for me.
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I I was really scared when I first started them. excuse me so I was really kind of nervous when I first started.
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Good morning, Karen. Welcome! I was really nervous when I first started these rest weeks.
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Because I didn’t know if I was going to really be able to have the boundaries.
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I didn’t know if I was gonna actually be able to do it.
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I didn’t know if I was actually going to be able to like, say no to all the things that I have to do all the time, and and the first rest week was a really amazing powerful way for me to just be present to all the
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things that I do on a regular basis, and to be able to say, wow!
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I really don’t stop, I really don’t stop and so that first, that first rest week I really shared the gift of just stopping with myself, and I really rested really like just did nothing this past rest.
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Week was more about connection. It was about looking at my connections, and really seeing how I talked to my kids, how I talked to my spouse, how I talk to myself!
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What kind of things am I saying to the people that are around me? the most?
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And what am I taking for granted of them How am I just like?
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Oh, they’re always there, you know I have that kind of like mentality when I went into it, and I didn’t even know how per like pervasive that mentality was like I was taking them for granted in the most
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horrible way in like I, just I They were always there right.
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I knew they were always gonna be there. They were always there, and it just hit me that I have the opportunity to be present with these amazing human beings that are funny and are genuine and are honest and are always there ready to give me
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snuggles and I couldn’t receive it I was tapped out. I was at my limit, and I didn’t even realize it.
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And so I think a lot of us moms. we have these babies that we all we wanted was these beautiful babies.
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We want these beautiful babies in our lives, and we want these beautiful individuals in our lives, and we get tapped out, though we get depleted and we get drained.
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And so this week, instead of I knew it was gonna be different. because if we had, like over 95 degree weather all week, it was like super sunny and intense, and i’m like there’s no way.
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I’m sitting inside of a tent for 7 days it’s not gonna happen.
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I’m not just gonna like it would be a great sweat but i’m like I I know that that’s just gonna make me crazy.
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And so instead I decided to connect, I decided like i’m gonna be show in connection.
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Did I not. i’m not gonna be like try so it was very interesting.
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The whole unraveling that had to happen. Summer solstice was the first day of the connect week for me.
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For the rest week. And so I was still having these intentions or expectations of what summer solstice should look like like and like, should we, you know, do something special?
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Should it be a big bonfire I need to connect with my kids.
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I need to make it special. And those expectations were so exhausting, like being in that space, of having an expectation of what the day should look like, completely fucked up the whole day like it made the whole day that much more
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stressful, that much more irritating, that much more not present, not connecting like it.
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Just think about the holidays. We go all month like making it a big to do for Christmas, or trying to make all of this stuff so perfect.
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And then all of those expectations build up making it and karen’s like, Yeah, I hate it when I do that to myself, and that was exactly it.
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By the end of the day i’m like that was dumb?
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Why did you do that? It was not restful that was not connective.
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So far from anything that I I had expected. Yet I had an expectation, and so I realized with that first rest week I had 0 expectations.
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I was just going to do nothing and allow for my intuition to tell me what it wanted, or didn’t want to do, and that first rest week I didn’t want to do anything I literally like sat in a hammock all
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day one day I like it didn’t make any food I just fasted.
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I was like That’s what I needed. and so this one. I started listening to the way that I was talking to my kids, and it sucked like I I had a moment Where I was like Who is this person who is speaking like this to the
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people that she loves the most who is this because i’m not a fan of her.
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She could leave my host right now and I just noticed that I kept it doesn’t help that I that i’m bleeding during this time.
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Right. so i’m highly emotional, highly sensitive extra irritated and agitated, and I went.
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But what a bull should excuse i’m not interested in those excuse like i’m not interested in, and being so out of control in my body that I use that as an excuse. if I need that as an excuse then I
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need. Then I need to go sit in my tent by myself like I don’t need to be interacting if that’s my excuse like like I don’t I don’t need to be connecting with human beings that that
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deserve. yeah time out seriously. like a time out like if I can’t speak kindly if I can’t speak how I would speak to anybody else that’s not in my family.
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Then I need to be putting myself away like. take some time out but that’s not what that wasn’t the desire This time it was very interesting.
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The desire was to see, and it was such an into, with like an intuitive intuition, nudge to really be present to my interactions.
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And so I knew I had to trust that I knew that I I had to sit in that uncomfortability, and there was a point in time.
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There was this this beautiful point in time, where my son was like, Hey, mom, check out my minecraft house.
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I just built this whole thing and I turned to him and I said, You know what you really should be lucky that you’re even spending all day playing video games.
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These are not my jam I don’t even want to be around them.
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I can’t believe like you’re just blah blah blah, and I am like in my brain watching me.
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Say this, and i’m like what a jerk but I couldn’t like it just kept coming out of my mouth, as I say, I I just it was like, what are you doing and So I did I stepped away like I just
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pulled myself, extracted myself. He was in his own space so didn’t really even notice it.
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And finally we were sitting around the fire that night, and I just I just told them.
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I said, I am so sorry like you love this game you’re really good at this game.
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You love finding out how to craft things, head to create things.
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He made this beautiful house. He figured out how to turn sand into glass like it was beautiful, and I was like I couldn’t even take.
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I couldn’t even get over myself enough 2 appreciate your love for this game.
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It’s. So he came after I after I said this and I apologize.
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Yeah, minecraft is so boring i’m the worst about it.
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Caren says really and so, and yet in that moment I realized that this was a way he’s not that interested in plants, but he comes out with me all the time to harvest.
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He comes out all like plants are not he’s like oh, my gosh!
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We get to go pick plants again. you know it’s like it’s not like That’s his jam, but he’s connecting with me with something that i’m passionate about and so the next day he comes up
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to many he goes, Mom, that was really rude. what you said to me.
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I I said yes, it was very rude what I said to you and he was like, you didn’t even have to say that I said I know I didn’t even have to see there was no reason there was no reason that I
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needed to say any of that. All I had to say was, Wow!
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What a beautiful house but that wasn’t what came out like It It came out because I realized how powerful my own ego is getting like my own ego couldn’t even sit there for 30 s and appreciate how beautiful something was that
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he created, whether it’s my jam or not like my ego was getting so in the way of my connection that I couldn’t even connect.
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And it was such a powerful moment for both of us, because he yeah, he sure told me right, Karen.
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I know he totally did. It was so, it was so great.
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And hello, Heather welcome. So I know that like on a global scale.
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We’re all experiencing this in a very real way and then we’re also dishing this out in a very real way.
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So nationally in our own United States things are becoming a little bit tumultuous.
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Again. The turbulence is happening again. ro versus Wade.
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However, you stand on it. I don’t care your political beliefs I don’t care if you’re for against it.
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Actually, I just know that things are becoming and shattering and dismantling.
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So I don’t I politically, I don’t care things are getting taken away.
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Amendment while rights people are no longer being seen as humans that’s a big deal.
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When things start going interracially I move to Missouri like there’s interracial marriages down here.
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You realize that the amendment is all about dismantling interracial marriage in a place where there is very much that still alive, like people, hang their Confederate flags and have white boys signs like so
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politically, this is something that is dismantling our ability to see each other as humans.
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And so this week really seeing my children. it’s not my children, They’re not my property.
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I don’t own them they’re not mine like they’re human beings that I have the privilege of living with and connecting with, and being present to their journeys just as they have the privilege of being present
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to my journey, and when I stepped back from being a mom when I stepped back from being like the mom i’m the mom right like there’s such like this program around being the mom and when I stepped back from being the
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mom I really saw, like i’ve got these beautiful beings that live in my home with me full time, and they have to live with this woman who can even acknowledge the beauty of their creation for 30 s it has to listen to
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you better be. You should be so grateful that you even get to play video gate.
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I’m like, Oh, my who is that woman I don’t want she doesn’t live here kick that woman out water here.
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And so this week was really about seeing my ego and how my ego and my intuition don’t jive they can’t live very harmoniously together.
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And it’s a constant fight of like tug of tug of war of who gets to win right If my ego wins, then I lose this.
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The aspect of being an integrity. If my intuition wins, then I truly live in alignment, and it’s a constant push and pull, and I’ve been living in my intuition when it comes to like my spiritual practice my
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business things like this, but I wasn’t using it in my own personal platform, home life as a mom like they were separated.
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And so it was such an interesting dynamic to see that my spiritual practice wasn’t actually getting into my personal life like they were still separate.
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Still like these 2 things. and good morning, John welcome so it was such a restoratively beautifully connective week of Just see that I don’t want my ego running my life.
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We. we all see the egos that are running this world right now.
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We all see the egos that are running these Facebook posts that people are posting like we see the Egos, and it’s not connective.
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We’re not connecting we’re yelling we’re shaming we’re guilty were in fear were creating a lot of space for pointing the finger and it’s not connective and so I almost
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want to put that whole thing aside and say, Okay, what if there are no more?
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None of these laws. Who are we as humans? And can we truly begin to see each other as human beings again, and connect on a level on a solar plexus level on an energetic level?
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And I don’t want to I don’t want the excuses of like. Well, I don’t match energetically with them because they believe this like that’s a that’s a cop out that’s like toxic
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positivity that’s like it’s all of that and So I’ve even found myself wanting to like delete friends off my Facebook because of their posts and yet i’m going they’re a human being who’s
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scared right now that their beliefs, their rights, are getting taken away or stumbled on, or whatever.
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And so, if I look past the fear and let my ego out of the way, how can I truly connect with individuals on a human level?
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And the only way that I can do that is by being honest and in integrity with myself, and not pointing the finger, and not having my ego be right.
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And so that’s where it just reminded me yet again. of why i’m doing this moon magic. Why, i’m doing the 30 days of moon magic, and why we’ve started the fourth This is the fourth this is the beginning this
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new moon is the beginning of the fourth lunar phase that we’re going to be doing, and each time i’m realizing that I just get so caught up in my own stuff, and I think we all do right.
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We all get caught up in our own stuff, our own ego stuff.
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We all get caught up in our own lives that we forget that There’s other humans that are also caught up in their own lives that are also hurting and grieving and fearful or are happy and creative and joyous and there’s so
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much going on at every single moment of every single day, and so connect connect first with yourself.
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I would, I would highly recommend just taking some time to tune in.
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Have that little observer switch turn on and observe how you’re communicating with people.
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How you’re talking to people How your what’s your word sound like what you’re saying.
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It’s been really amazing, and I had to do a lot of apologizing to my kids and my husband this week of just like Wow!
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I fled my ego get in the way and i’m sorry i’m sorry that I wasn’t here to connect, and i’m back, you know and it’s gonna be it’s always a journey to like see how
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long it it can stay and to be vigilant because that’s the practice that I choose to do that’s the practice that I I enjoy doing so.
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I’d love to hear your feedback on the blog post that I write right. the pdf for the new moon, and this recording are both going to be available to everyone.
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So if you want the new moon pdf that’ll be available at magical mothering dot com under the blogs and podcasts section.
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If you look through there, You’ll see that if you join the 30 days of Moon Magic Peer tier on Patreon, you can actually get the daily Pdfs and recordings.
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There’s one on ones available and all sorts of good things there.
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So. Karen, you! what beautiful today She just like.
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Did A. did a costume change in the background. so thanks so much for being here with me today.
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I’m looking forward to continuing this conversation if it’s been illuminating as far as your own ego kind of stuff.
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Let’s go to discour and kind of share some of that stuff there I’d love to hear from you, and I hope you all have a beautiful magical day.