Category: New Moon

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Hello! Welcome to the new moon, the black moon, the moon, the moon!

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So we’re here at the new moon, and for this new moon.

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I I am dedicating this month. I always do a theme starting with the new moon for the celestial bodies.

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So if you are in a place where you can see the stars holy Moly!

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They are incredible right now. They are just in credible every night I have to put my chickens blanket up, and I call the cat, and it steps me out into this sea.

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Of celestial bodies that are just like Come, Hang out, with me and I’m like it’s 30 degrees I don’t want to but thank you for being beautiful.

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Good morning. Load. Nice happy new moon to you. Yeah. Okay. So as I’ve been contemplating really revamping what I’ve been putting out with the magical mothering method and with those aspects.

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The magical mothering method is a 13 month program that I created.

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While we were traveling full-time, and I used the Chakra system.

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That is no longer applicable. It doesn’t feel like the right words anymore.

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Good morning, Lisa, and so I am shifting it to correlate with the moons.

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So instead of a 13 Chakras system, it is a 13 moon system, and I was like Yeah, yes, this correlates.

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This makes sense. This is the missing piece. This is what fits.

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So, instead of it being this 13 Chakra system, which we are not Hindu, I am at least not Hindu.

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The majority of you watching are not of a Hindu religion or culture, so taking something from another culture, so that we can explain it or describe it better worked for a moment.

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But it doesn’t actually fit, because again, it’s not our culture.

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What is my culture? I’m not exactly sure but I know that I can see the moon every night, and I can call to Grandmother Moon, and there’s so silvery, miss, and I can connect with her intimately.

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In a way that at least is going to bring a bridge and something real and tangible, and we all know matter what our skies look like, have access to these lunar cycles.

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That we can go step outside, no matter what we live in the city.

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If we live in pollution, if we live in clear skies, it doesn’t matter.

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Everybody has access to the moon, and so I’m in my own understanding and my own unraveling, finding universal ways of connection, and to reconnect to ourselves our bodies.

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Nature, the tree people, animals, the insect world, plant medicine, herbal lore, I mean all of it.

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So how can we do this on a way that it feels good collectively to all of us, rather than isolating?

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And this is another thing I came to a big conclusion about and that is even having the word goddess culture.

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I realize it’s very divisive. It’s a not intentionally.

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I did not intentionally do this. I promise sometimes sometimes I don’t mind being divisive and pokey, but this was one of them.

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I didn’t actually like I was truly enthralled and excited and woken up by this realizing of the mother that I have a mother that mother Earth is not just a mother.

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But what if all of the cosmos was birthed as we do?

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And it just lit me up so incredibly. And it’s very pokey saying that to people poster, if if they do not believe the same thing, or if they have beliefs about a God that pulled us out of his brain or made us out of clay, yeah, we all know how we got so putting all

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Of that together, I which is why I was kind of in last month’s Facebook live.

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It’s a new hat. Sorry I’m a little.

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It’s it’s sensory. I have sensory stuff, so I’m I’m a little distracted.

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I love my new hat it’s a very cute new hat, but I keep itching so sorry I’m I’m getting distracted by it.

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So in last months Facebook live I was talking about the need for a name for the culture, and I realized that we all come from different cultural backgrounds.

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Some people truly have a culture. So why would I want to take that from them by saying You need a B and a life giving culture you need to eradicate the culture that you do have or you need to delete the foundation I I love throwing.

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The baby out with the bathwater I do it all the time.

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I’m like, let’s throw it all away. Start over here.

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Not usually the greatest way to do things because it really messes things up.

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So, instead of doing that which is so grateful for these rest weeks to like, give me time to pause. Just pause.

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Yes, because sometimes I get so excited that I just like as I do for 3 weeks straight.

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And then I pause. I’m like, oh, that’s how it all fits together.

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So what I do and what I’ve been really loving about the 3 weeks on the one week off is I blow a little up on Facebook.

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Live, get all of my aspects out into the air, manifest them, and then I can visually see all the dynamics that I’ve talked about on my rest. We can go.

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Oh, that’s how that fit together. I see that I needed to talk about that to get into that headspace.

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I see that I needed that in order to get to this conclusion.

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Okay. Okay. Okay. And then I can take them on and integrate them.

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During my rest week, and I can come back ready for the next new moon.

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Excited, recharged, recalibrated, and knowing how that theme prior, which really came about is like the overall remembering your magical self, which is probably not going to be with the name of that team is because that’s all of the themes but it was incredible to go from at the

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beginning of last month, lunar cycle, seeing it as like the sole Chakra that I had it at kind of it.

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I think it was like oh, with culture. So it was this cultural foundation lunar cycle.

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And then from the cultural foundation. It was really like pulling goddess culture.

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What is God? Is culture reading all the stuff that I’ve written about.

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God is culture, and how I integrated it, and what culture is, and how it is, and where it is, and all of these things to then going okay.

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So. Yes, we all have a foundation, and it will most likely be the foundational lunar cycle.

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Oh, I’m gonna write that down, otherwise I’m gonna forget.

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So as the foundational lunar cycle during that month, really looking at what is foundational.

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I had a lot of triggers go on last month.

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Triggers of feeling copied triggers of not feeling good enough. You know the aspects of worthiness come up, and I had a big realization about mother, and I know a lot of us have these realizations about mother. And I work very hard on. Not

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Taking what my mother did give me, and breaking it down into the pieces that I didn’t receive from her, because that’s not respectful of what she did give and what she did passed down to me, and yet I have a lot of stuff in my own work that I get to work on when I do

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Realizations about will work with my mom when I first started this work with myself 7 years ago, doing like the magical mothering room deaths and things like that.

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I really saw myself as the mother, and so a lot of the work that I was doing was with my dad.

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My dad had passed away so I couldn’t actually continue doing the work with him.

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There wasn’t a physical way to do that, so a lot of the work that I had to do was in my own imagination, and things like that, and discovery, and I think it was almost easier to actually be honest in the fact that my dad was not around.

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Physically to connect with the energy and the spirit of him, and put together all the things that I found out after he had left to have more of a relationship with him than I did when he was alive.

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I don’t know if that makes sense to anybody, but it was actually easier to do the healing work with my dad because he was no longer here, so thank you Loanise, and I know loan niece is has lost a Parent recently.

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And so for those of you who have lost a parent.

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I just saw another Facebook friend as I was scrolling through, who just lost her mom, and through this time of losing a parent.

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It’s it’s never like. You can never be prepared for it.

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There’s nothing that prepares you for that moment, and this brings us exactly to the sameelestial moon this month.

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I feel like with the Celestial Chakra.

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This is really this is different than the veil, and I wanna explain these differences.

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So with the stellar gateway. This is really connected to May and October thirty-first, so November first October, thirty-first Halloween, and then may day, so it’s may day, as well, because in the southern

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Hemisphere they are then having their Halloween, and so we get 2 times of year for the vet or the stellar gateway.

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This gateway that accesses us to the other realms.

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Where we can connect with those ancestors the beings on the other side of this veil is very easy.

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The Celestial Chakra is different. How? Because it includes not just our ancestors, but it includes the angelic beings.

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The light beings, our spirit guides. This includes the aspects of really seeing and being with, our team, so that can include gods and goddesses.

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This can include the actual celestial bodies. Pleiades.

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If this is where you’re home is, this can include the sun and the moon.

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So this is, including the celestial bodies as well as the whole, of our of our guides, all of our guides I saw this really cool thing the other day.

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Somebody makes them. They’re like Mandalas, and they are these beautiful representations of the 2,004 my sister’s calling me the 2,408 I believe something around.

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There I don’t quote me on that number but that of what we have of just grandparents back 11 generations in 10 or 11 generations.

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You know there’s to our 2 parents, and in their school grandparents, and then 8 grandparents, and it goes back eventually.

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There’s 2,000 and something total of them in just 10 generations.

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Think about that in and of itself, when you’re talking about a celestial support team of thousands of elders and grandparents in a while some of them are from the newer consumeristic depletion unworthiness generation that has come some of them are still connected to the culture and

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The nature that they had, they wouldn’t have been completely deeprogrammed.

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And so I want to like offer that, as just if spirit beings and angels or goddesses and gods and celestial entities and light things you’re like.

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I don’t know about all that. Just a little. Some of you are gonna be full on board with this, but some of you are gonna be like.

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I don’t know about that. Then just know that you have when the when the Bible is I mean because I was raised in the church.

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This is kind of where my brain goes to. But in the Bible, when it would talk about these sea of angels like when they would appear to people, they would be a celestial c of of light beings, of angels, and these angels were frightening.

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I mean winged balls with thousands of eyes, and angels are not human form whatsoever I mean.

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Angels are terrifying creatures that are described in the Bible, and so if you look at how we often depict angels, it is nothing close to how they were actually depicted.

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We have personified them in a way that makes them very accessible, makes them look like a strong, handsome man.

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That is yielding a sword. Not not the case, not the case.

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And so that’s off the point. But if we can focus on over 2,000 grandparents alone, grandparents, great grandparents, great great grandparents, grandparents, alone a sea of over 2,000 of them walking with us that are eagerly like she hasn’t called us in a

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Long time. I wonder if she knows that she could just do that.

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Oh! Leave her alone! You know what I mean they’re like watching our journey going, man in my 83 years.

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I had a lot of that. Oh, I was hoping they’d avoid it.

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Yes, yes, they do. They do want us to avoid. Think about how much better do you have children?

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How much more you want them to have, whatever you’re passionate about for me. Freedom!

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I want my children to be able to do whatever they want to do without the institutionalized mandates, and constructs that the world tells you that you have to go through these pathways to get there for me that is how I want my children to be raised I don’t want them to think that they have to

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Do anything or be anything other than their own magical selves to get through this world, and they’re gonna do it fantastically.

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You probably have your own things. I’ve heard of so many people that you know immigrants that come over here and they’re just like I just want more for my kids.

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I want them to thrive. I want them to have success, or a degree, or whatever it is.

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Whatever is important to them. All of these grandparents wanted better for their own children and their own children and their own children and us. And so why wouldn’t they give us tips and pointers and directions and guidance along the way if we merely asked them

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The the whole ask, and you shall receive.

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Why are we not asking for help

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And this is what the celestial moon really is.

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A lot, all about this lunar cycle is going to take us all the way right past winter solstice, and I find it so amazing.

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I just got goosebumps like this: E, my favorite, favorite, favorite, this is gonna be one of my favorite lunar cycles, because I love winter solstice.

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I love preparing for winter solstice, I don’t like Christmas.

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I don’t. I don’t do Christmas. I’m not big on gifts.

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I really suck at gift, giving, I’m like, Oh, shoot!

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I have to give things. I I’m not good at it.

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Gift giving is not my love language, gift, receiving not my lovely.

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I’m not great at it. It’s not something that wraps me up

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Then the the grandmothers are that is their love. Language.

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So we get lots of gifts in the mail.

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But winter solstice. This lights up my being, because in our yard we create a spiral, and we’ve been doing this ever since my kids were little itty bitties and I would create a spiral on the ground at a rocks.

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And shells and leaves, and cedar and pine, and we each traditionally it’s with the advent weeks leading up to Christmas.

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But we lead it up to winter solstice. The first thing that comes is the bones and the rocks, and the hard things of the earth, and then comes the animals Nope.

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Didn’t come. The plants, the plant teachers were here first, so the it goes in like order of evolution in a way so first there was the stones and the rocks and the hard shelled things and then the plant teachers came and so you can do it in this way too.

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Like the rock teachers, the earth, the mother earth, teachers and then the plant teachers came, and then the animal teachers come.

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The next week, and the animal teachers know far more than we do about how to live in harmony and connection with the world.

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And then the last week, or on winter solstice is when May comes and we get a imprint, or we get a feeling.

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We get an understanding that we were actually the last ones on the earth.

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We were the ones that were not here first. We actually have far less knowledge, then the animals, the plant teachers, and the earth, and yet we try to control and document, and then, like that’s backwards.

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So winter sources is a way for us to go inwards, and remember that our teachers have been here prior to us far far, prior.

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We are the last ones that have been on the earth. We came much later than everyone else.

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And how dare us think that we are here to name them and dominate and control them?

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In fact, we are in here to learn of their names. Remember them, create a connection with them and honor them, and say, can I use you?

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Can I be a part of your life? Thank you for holding this earth together?

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Give us oxygen, giving us food while we just take take take and winter sources as well.

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An incredible time that we get to remember. We go back through the spiral as we walk through the spiral with our lit candle.

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We walk through the spiral thinking and contemplating about the past year, really like dredging up some stuff of like.

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Oh, that was a bad idea. Maybe I didn’t do something really allowing for yourself to dredge up the past year.

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Good, bad, ugly grief, all of it. Then you get to the center and you release it.

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You release all of it, and when you walk back out the spiral you’re literally gathering up what it is that you want to pick up.

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What it is that you want to continue in what you you know.

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So this would be a great time to ask for guidance this is a great time to say, Okay, and my way out.

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I’m gathering up all of my guides, my ancestors, the goddesses that I work with all of these beings I’m going to take them into the New Year, and then also bringing up the word of the year, can be found within the winter spiral as well so I wasn’t

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quite gonna go into all of that. It just seemed to really, flow.

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But that is when you think of celestial beings.

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It is the spirals, it is the Milky Way. It is the vastness that we can’t even begin to fathom.

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I was watching this documentary the other night well, Travis was watching it.

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I was just sitting there sometimes I’m doing other things, but I pick up on things, and it was about the solar system and about how the solar system keeps expanding further and further away from each other, until eventually it’ll be so expanded there’ll be nothing in the sky I mean this is millions

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Of years, right, but so all the celestial bodies that we have in our sky right now the the the space is expanding it’s such an accelerating rate.

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There will be a time that you’ll look out and will be nothing.

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We won’t. We won’t be around anymore. But it’s a it’s an incredible thing to think about that.

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It’s like the things are so expansive. And this is what we do constantly.

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We take them all for granted. Like, oh, the stars are always gonna be there.

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My family is always gonna be there. This is always gonna be there not this year this year.

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We’re going to actually be in complete gratitude for the celestial beings and the celestial bodies.

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That surround us, that give us this. They’re just like we have these gifts for you.

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Would you like them. And we’re just saying No, no, I’m good I’ll do this on my own, and they’re like no, really.

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We have these amazing gifts? They’re they’re just gonna help you.

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They’re gonna nourish you. They’re gonna feed you.

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They’re gonna make you feel amazing. And we’re like no, no, I’m good thanks so much.

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But I I don’t take gifts very well.

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This celestial moon cycle we are going to receive the gifts of our ancestors.

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We’re going to receive the gifts of our so celestial beings.

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The light beings are what my friend Christa calls our spirit team.

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Good morning, destiny. And so through this through this access and through this portal we are going to create space for really being in connection with the celestial aspects, and if you get an opportunity to go outside and look at the stars my goddess they are just abundant and amazing and so

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prolific, the cold just makes them shine. You can see the colors that are coming in, and with this dark moon right now to step out tonight and just honor that as many stars as there are in the sky is how many ancestors you have waiting to give you guidance to your question that is keeping

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you stuck. And so throughout this month we’re going to connect with different entities and different spirit beings and doing different things. So I definitely.

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Want to have some patrion-only Facebook lives or we can really dive in, and I want to do some like spirit work.

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Where we can access different things. So go into the discord channel.

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If you’re a patron, go into the Discord Channel, let me know what days work for you.

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I want to dive into this, and I want to do some shamanic journeying and do some fun things like that, so don’t let me off the hook now that I’ve said that go into the discord let me know what days work.

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For you around the holidays, or whatever. And let’s schedule those because I’m really looking forward to that.

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And this is why I love doing this work. So let’s actually implement this loanese.

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You are officially going to hold me accountable to having these at least 2. Let’s do 2 this month, Patreon.

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Only sessions. So please please, please keep me accountable.

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Going. The discord remind me. Setup dates for me.

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Let me know what works. Okay. Thank you. So we are here.

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New moon is here fresh start is here, my I my rest week.

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I don’t know if your rest week was very restful.

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My kids, were both sick. We’ve been the kids we’ve had this squash rock wash squash, rash since the first of November.

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They’ve had ear infections and tummy aches and vomiting and runny noses and coughing, and oh, my gosh!

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I’m like: okay. Thank you. Universe, for letting me know how good I had. It.

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Thank you for for letting me know how easy and efforts my life has been going.

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I’ve been taking all of my time for granted.

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I hear you I’m ready for the new moon to eradicate all of this, and for this to be done in that old moon cycle, and we woke up, and I just feel the shift and it.

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Could very much be just my imagination, but I’m hoping you feel it as well that there is this aspect there’s a gift in the lunar cycles that we get this opportunity.

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To say goodbye. Then we get to release those lessons, that aspect, and I’m doing a lot of it’s been interesting doing research on the aspects that these cultures did not see the year the turtle came to the indigenous people and really gave them the calendar and it

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Has 13 squares on its back, and then 28 days in the little ones I have my turtle, shells, not in here.

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I think I actually have. So I have this turtle show, and you can see it so here there’s 28 of these, and then there’s 13 of these and these are like the squares on the turtles back and so this was their calendar because in north America

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It’s called Turtle Island, and so all the turtles have this calendar on them.

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And so when we look at that. This is how they actually got their original 13 lunar cycles make a year.

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But when we look at some Sumatrin or Babylonian, or even the early judicial cultures, their lunar cycles, one lunar cycle was equivalent to one year, and So that creates a huge shift the indigenous people looked to nature to give them

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Their solid knowings about them, and the turtle had been around.

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They knew that the turtle was much older and wiser than them, because they had just landed on this earth.

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So they utilized the knowledge of the animals, and even more old than the animals were the plants, and older than that was mother Earth herself.

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And so there is this just like the spiral shows us.

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There’s this knowing in these longings of wanting to connect, and when we have these 13 lunar cycles, and I am not going to take from what the indigenous people did by naming the moons what they did because I don’t have a hunger moon anymore.

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The coming moon of February or January would be a hunger moon with.

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There was very little food, very little animals. They were all deep in sleep that doesn’t make sense to us in our culture.

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We are a very abundant culture, good or bad it’s at the devastation of many resources, but we don’t go hungry.

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Anymore there’s food banks on every corner. There’s so much abundance, and whether it’s nutritious or just needs us feeling more that we need more either one can be said but there is truth in these cultures.

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That looked to nature for their resources versus just having to rely on an outside source that could be vengeful or wrathful.

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Like the warrior god of so many cultures. So I, for me I’m looking at more nature-based cultures that honor the wisdom of the animals and the plants, and the earth to find my own foothold in this world versus looking to an outside source saying come rescue me because

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It’s not going to be there. Our ancestors are even going to say start growing food start being sustainable.

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They know they know how important they’ve seen the time so much that if you rely on outside influences or outlines outside sources for your sustainability, at any moment, they can be taken away and this is with all cultures not just indigenous of North America, but look at the

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Celtic cultures in the all of the European cultures that got wiped out by the Catholic Church, and there’s so many indigenous and aboriginal cultures that are no longer existed there’s not even a trace of them, because that they were sustainable

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and you cannot control sustainable people, so not that this is some propaganda of my own to promote sustainability, even though that is what I’m passionate about.

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It always comes through in some way or another, just because I can’t simply speak of that which I don’t know for me sustainability and freedom is of utmost importance to my being, and that’s how I feel the most magical, and connected so it automatically comes through in what I do and teach and it’s again, not

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A judgment for anybody else in the way that they’re living.

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But I can’t teach anything other than what I’m doing and what I know, and I can’t reframe my brain and my energy to match other people’s to connect on a level that they’re doing and living because it doesn’t work that’s not how that’s not what

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We’re meant to do. We’re meant to stay in our energetic vibration and then create intimacy from there.

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Not lowering or raising ourselves, but being in a in a way that we can connect, intimately.

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I hope that makes sense so, anyway.

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And what an incredible way to come to an end of the year with this last lunar cycle of 22, and to come to a realization that each new moon we have an opportunity to create our own new moon resolutions I love it.

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Okay, I’m writing that one down, too, because if we only save them for the New Year, we don’t do them, because who really wants to start something new when it’s 20 degrees outside in January, not me Hi We’d like to start a resolution of sitting by the fire for the month

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Like like writing all month. But that’s not something that is sustainable in the hot humidity of the summer, when at the very crack of sunshine I went to get up and go sit in the river all day I guess there’s a theme I just wanna sit around all day.

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There it is! Those are my new years. I would like to sit around writing, sit around in a river that is my life.

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There we go, and then I frolic and pick plants.

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Here. I guess I can make my New Year’s resolutions in January, but you get what I’m saying.

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We have the opportunity every month to create space, to really create our reality, and it it gives us an opportunity that I think so many of us feel stuck like.

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Oh, I’ve got to wait for the New Year to really start fresh and with the lunar cycles.

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It really gives us this gift every month to say. You know what that’s not working.

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Let’s just bury that let’s let that go.

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Let’s release that and let’s start fresh next month or next lunar cycle.

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And this gives us this open, and then this way to constrict and feel what we’ve just led led in, and if we don’t like the way that, it feels what we just left in we can open it back up and let it go and let me something new in try that on integrate it not quite

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Right I’m gonna open that up. Get more insight and then through this whole selection aspect we can really connect to our ancestors, our guides, the angels, the gods, are goddesses if you so go in that direction.

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But really creating a full spectrum of aspects that we can connect with in a way that leaves us not hungry for more meeting more outside of us, but looking within, and connecting with all the solutions bodies that are truly just sitting on the edge of their seats waiting for us to ask for their

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Guidance and I’m gonna end with what?

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How that kind of came to me. So, my son, he had an an ear infection.

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This past week, you know, blowing nose. We’ve I’ve been doing allergy, and Sinus with him, and respiratory and onion slices on the ear, and the whole the whole thing and the week prior to that he had been fevering, I mean I just I know his

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Kidneys. He has some kidney stuff going on, so I know his kidneys have an unundated with a lot of stuff, and us eating Halloween candy for 2 weeks after in Halloween did not help that which We’ve never done we always the switch which takes it and takes it out

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of the house, so that we don’t sit there consuming sugar for weeks and weeks, and we did that this year, which is why we are not feeling great.

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So there’s always a a reason. But through all of this he was sitting there, and he was just in agony, tears running down his face because of his ear infections.

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And I just I finally got like a tap on my shoulder like, Why don’t you call in his angel and my son and I both know the names of our angels, which is if this is something that you would like to do you’d like to learn the name of your angel we can have

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Maybe a patriot, only session about that or any other of your guides.

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I love doing things like that. So I called in his angel, and I told Zion that I was calling in his angel, and he’s like yes, yes, yes, of course so I have his angel to crawl into his ears and pull out the infection.

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And then I was like you know. Why would I just leave it to his angel?

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So I called in my angel. I called in my guides.

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I called in my ancestors. I have these 2 beautiful, very ancient, from one of the root families that were first on the the earth, and they came and I could just see him surrounded and with seconds I mean I’m calling all of these in and he in science like oh, I just moved my jaw and I

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Popped, and all the pain went away, and I just went

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It it. It’s making me emotional right at this moment, because you were just waiting like you don’t have to do this on your own.

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You don’t have to struggle you. You can be sustainable.

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Get them, be in freedom, but you don’t have to struggle anymore.

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You don’t have to like cruel through the muck.

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We can literally lift you up over all of this stuff. We’re just waiting, and so that’s why it’s so important to have this celestial lunar cycle so that we can truly remember that as we go into the darkness of the darkest months ahead of us the that

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We’re not doing so alone. We’re not here that they, if we don’t feel like we can keep our lights going on our own.

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They can at least sit there and bring in tender, and bring in warmth, and keep our lights going with us, rather than as constantly struggling in this process.

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In this journey that can be very lonely, that it doesn’t need to be that way anymore.

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So. Thank you for joining me. I’m very excited about this next lunar cycle, and I’m like first thing with the aspects of really allowing and receiving and being in a space of what gifts can we give to our ancestors, and I think the greatest gift is

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Receiving their guidance is not being so stubborn to outside help, but to really allow for this lunar cycle to open up our willingness to receive, and not just commercially or consumeristically material things but really opening us up to receive what is waiting for us in this vast realm of

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Dimensional living that we can’t even begin to fathom.

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So have a beautiful magical day. Tomorrow’s Thanksgiving, so I will go live tomorrow, and we will do a Thanksgiving address.

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I’m really braiding Sweetgrass, and I will just be on here reading the Thanksgiving address that she presents.

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It’s from an indigenous it’s from the indigenous cultures that they started each of the day with things giving, or whenever they gathered, and that will be tomorrow’s session.

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So I hope you have an absolute magical day, and remember, if you’re getting stressed out about what all the things that you need to do ask your your team to come in your guides to come in your ancestors to come in and allow for you to remember recipes or to be in

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Just sweet love and support blessings.

Let me know what you think of the new Planner layout!!

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and now, and this welcome yay it’s a little loud in here.

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I hope you can hear me so i’m in my apothecary, and it has a metal roof.

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I feel like i’m yelling so let me know you can hear me.

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Okay, today. the new moon i’ve just taken the whole week off since the third quarter moon, which actually gave me 8 days.

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8 glorious days. I feel rejuvenated regenerated mainly for me.

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It’s cutting my ties with that constant picking up by phone for a week.

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Constantly checking my Facebook feeds, being on Instagram or tick to getting sucked into social media.

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So for me, really, taking that time to engage in the physical environment around me, you just feel what is going on with the need to have a connection with myself, because I feel like it is so easy to get on to Facebook on the Tiktok: on

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Instagram, now that there’s reels in those videos that suck you in one after another, to endlessly do the scrolling through Facebook, even though you don’t want to be doing and you like have So many other things to

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do so. it’s been so beneficial for myself to do this, and I did encourage some of you to join me in the let me know if you did, and quite a few things came through very specifically for me in my direction.

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And text. So I want to explain this a little bit, because I know that I can talk in circles.

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So I actually like wrote down myself some direction as to like here’s the topic.

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Stay on the topic is that is not easy for me I like to go, and i’m probably gonna do that a little bit.

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So, and not all of this is going to make sense and that’s okay, too.

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So there are let me see so i’m going live here.

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It’s a magic rather than on my public like see for a few reasons.

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One is, I like the connection. I like intimacy and when I am just a talking face on my public Facebook team.

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I don’t get a lot of interaction as far as people being able to share what’s going on in real time because it’s announced publicly on my Facebook fee, and so any type of video is shared that feed is

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right there which does not make answering questions. When I ask people things be able to really do that in the voter one way.

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So I am really excited to get the magic, mother and your Facebook group back going.

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I’m really excited to have the intimacy and the connection and the conversations that a few years ago it was had in the space. I don’t know if it’s possible with the algorithms that Facebook has implemented but I excited to give

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it a go, because this is something that has been really exciting and insightful to myself.

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So. your brain is just getting heavier

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Of that sound

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This is what so much of my resting time is

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Just being present to the noises and the woods and the energy and the elements around me, and it’s such a blessing.

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So i’m going to finish this up in the zoom which is available on Patreon.

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So if you’d like to become a member of people dollars for the month, join in that space.

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And so it’s a little wow so it’s here i’m going to be for the rest of the week of 2, called the full moon. so andrew can you hear me or is it just really loud it’s

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very louder here for me. so i’m not sure if it’s even if you could hear me or not okay.

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So I think you can hear me. So this you boom, has been so incredible.

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Just because I did step away from social media for a minute.

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I feel like every time i’m given that this week on a little okay, perfect.

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I saw the and just went away for a little you know tighten nature escape as well this past week.

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So it’s been fun kind of up on Facebook seeing what everybody that’s been doing the past week.

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And so me, I realized I started kind of whenever i’m in my time.

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I I really get a lot of kind of downloads of like What’s the direction of the books that i’m writing?

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Where’s

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And the question kept arising, How do I implement her whole medicine into this book and into the courses that i’m teaching?

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Because that is It’s asked so much do you teacher will medicine.

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I’m always like no not yet i’ve done wild and a whole box.

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This rain is getting crazy, which is so great we needed it.

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So going forward I can’t hear myself so i’m gonna also all of this. And then i’m gonna come into Facebook.

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And this is my owner divergence i’m like to concentrate, So I will be back in this.

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Probably a few minutes after this torrential down. more happens.

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hello and welcome. New moon is a part of us. The new moon is a point in time when we are actually not getting any energy or influence from the moon.

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I really like to see this time as where our own energy is.

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So if you are feeling energized and ramped up and alive and inspired and ready to jump into action, then that is your own, a nate energy, most likely in human design, you are a generator.

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So you’re producing your own sacral energy and you are feeling that like time to jump in excitement.

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Hello, Sandy, And so, if not, if you are the opposite of that, and you are not experiencing a lot of energy right now you could have a different human design.

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You may not be a generator at all and may have no sacral energy.

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You’re welcome to message me and I can send you the link to look up your human design.

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I do offer human design readings as well if that’s something that you’re wanting to look into.

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I found it really transformational in my own life I was able to see the frustration that I was calling when I was working against my design.

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The new moon. Energy is oh, way to gauge where our own innate energy is coming from.

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And so with the new moon that is here today it’s one of those things to check in from maybe one to 10.

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What is your energy level? How excited are you to be alive right now from one to 10, and it doesn’t matter where you are.

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It’s just a check-in and so with the new moon.

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There’s this aspect of really being held in our own space is our own. safe? Is our own space safe is our own space, holding us mindfully enough that we can co-create our life and get the transportations that we so

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desire in the full moon. 6 months from now, so this is a really really exciting point in the lunar cycle.

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If you’re not a part of the 30 days of moon magic on my Patreon page, you can go to Patreon, dot com forward, slash, magical mothering, and I have a private community there, you get daily.

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Pdf and their planner pages. the daily pdf So every day you get planner Page to really know what’s going on in the lunar cycle How it’s affecting you what it’s gonna do

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and then there’s a private community as well that we can share all of our insights.

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There is an aspect with this new moon energy. 6 months ago I started So this last full moon was the 6 month point of me doing these 30 days of moon magic, and 6 months ago I took my first rest time.

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It was really scary I didn’t know if I was gonna make it a full in crescent time period.

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I was like, I don’t know what if everybody asked me to do stuff, and I have to say no, and I had to create boundaries, and it was so stealing for me to create safe sacred space for myself in that with a during that

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time I got this vision of Goddess Camp, and I saw it as the incredibly transational, huge, shifting experience for women.

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And this meeting it just ended the other day, and it was that it was time. Timelines lifetimes of experiences being integrated, we removed into teas from each other that had been dragging us down and creating tons of self

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sabotage we had, we removed things that kept us from speaking our truth or overspeaking our truth.

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Good morning, Jennifer. welcome was incredible like I don’t have the words to put in what happened into words.

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This first one was definitely a learning curve for me to see what I give when people are in my space, how I hold space.

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It was very much an experiential learning space for me as well.

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Good morning sunshine. And so, as I was holding space for this healing to happen, it was very interesting.

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2 see that the energy that was building up was not just my own physical energy. But I was able to connect with Mother Earth and the universal mother create tricks, and my spirit guides came in, and other people’s spirit guides came in and

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by the end of it I was like, Whoa! what do it was so Good morning, Michelle.

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I was so in a different timeline that I was like I don’t know what day it is.

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I don’t know what year it is I don’t know where we are in time and space.

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But I love it i’ll take it yeah yeah i’ll take it

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And so i’m i’m so excited I realized that the original number of 13 women that I was going to have have God is, can’t be?

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Is just not possible. So i’m lowering that number to 7 women, and that will create a really intimate space.

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It’s an interesting thing when women gather if there’s too many of us.

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Sometimes things can get really lost and convoluted right when there’s too many of us.

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We can feel alone in the crowd, and that didn’t happen because I had actually quite a few cancellations from the 13 women that did sign up, and there was 5 of us total 6, including me and I realized what a blessing that small intimate

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setting was, and so I wanted to bring up this aspect that’s so often when and there was 6 of us 7, including me.

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Thank you So when there’s this aspect of women gathering we’ve often found i’ve often found that there’s these little side things that can be created, and those are fantastic because we really enjoy intimacy in the

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depth, and when women arrived at Goddess Camp they brought their stories with them, and stories are all about perception.

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Right. So oftentimes, when women come in and start sharing their story, I have found to be true that when we originally have the circumstance occur to us, we are the victim.

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Usually in our story. And so this was a really important experiential learning for me, because when I do work one on one work with women I don’t actually know the stories i’m not interested in the stories.

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Would I do find? that is very valuable is the emotion or the energy underneath the story.

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And so when we start sharing stories, and we are the victim in the story.

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And all of these things are happening to us there’s not a lot of room for growth or healing, or shifts, because it would require everybody else in the experiences around us to shift because they’re happening to us good morning

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Linda, and so I have found especially over the past week and working with clients, that when we shift into the energetics, say the feelings underneath this story feel like i’m being abandoned or I feel like

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i’m not being heard or I feel like I can’t stand my ground, or does that make sense?

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So when we’re looking at these stories and we’re the victim, because everything is happening to us when we shift and let all the people and the circumstances fall away, there’s this beautiful moment where we see this theme this

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emotion, or this thought, or this theme that has been reoccurring in our lives.

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It just has a different face, a different experience, a different situation attached to it.

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So something that i’m very excited about for the next Goddess Camp is really upon arrival, leaving those stories in the car or in in the dirt, or riding them and before even entering into the space because there’s something

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so stagnant about holding on to the story and this is so important right now, because, as we’re ready to set our new moon intentions, if we go into this next new moon today, and over the next 3 days of really planting the seeds

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into the new moon. if we go into that moment with the aspect of being the victim, and that our stories happening to us, and that it’s those people.

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And this circumstance and this experience that is causing this, then already we have set ourselves up to continue over the next 6 months, create exactly what has been happening in our lives for years. Prior.

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I hope this is making sense. I hope this is resonating, because this is something that is so profound in my own life. and taking a moment to really see.

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Thank you, Linda. to really see that I am truly the co-creatrix and Collaborator.

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If i’m not connecting with my with my guides if I’m.

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Not connecting with my intuition. if i’m not connecting with my higher self, and I am not going to intentionally plant new seeds.

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I’m going to continue to plant seeds where things are happening to me, and I am the victim in my story.

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So I want you to unravel. I want you to clear away.

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Think of a story that you have been saying maybe for decades maybe it’s very recent, and it feels very fresh.

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What stories are you saying in your mind right now? and I want you to take that story. And I would actually love for you to share the result of this.

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Facebook live in the private Patreon group. So I really want to invite you to join the magical mothering method on Patreon.

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It starts at $3 a month if there’s something that you’re getting value out of a really we’d love to see you in that space.

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So we can continue this conversation. so think of a story as you’re thinking of that story.

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I would like for you to strip away the people. The people are usually the first things that you can kind of like room.

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Remove the people, and then I want you to remove this situation.

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And now you just kind of left with the feeling, with the energy of the story.

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What is that energy for you? Is it this aspect of being walked all over?

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Is it this aspect of abandonment? Is it an aspect of fear or unworthiness?

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Is it an aspect of Good morning, Dana? Is it an aspect of? and Michelle?

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Good morning of these aspects falling away. So what is the theme?

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What is the central theme of this experience or this story?

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Because now you have something that you can actually work on in your healing journey and in shadow work.

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If you’re just trying to control and manipulate people in situations to try to change your life, it will never work.

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It will never work, even if you get rid of those people.

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In that situation a new one will be ushered in to show you the exact aspects that you still have not confronted in your shadow work in your healing journey.

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In the spiral of the year. Good morning, missy and so as this is so important.

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It’s so important to really strip away the stories so that you can get to the goal that is hiding within.

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I do want to share that in the magical mothering.

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Community on Patreon I do have one on one sessions available, a monthly one on one session, and I do have individual sessions available at magical mothering.

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Com. This is transformational work. If you can get to a point where you can see the energetics of your stories and see the how they’re happening for you to heal an inner child trauma that happened decades ago.

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Life suddenly opens up you’re able to intentionally plant seeds for this new moon that are going to transform your entire life.

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You create your wildest dreams to come true 6 months from now. and this I know to be true.

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Why it took me 13 years to get to this land. It also took me 7 of those years just to unravel the energetics of the story, you know, like once.

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And then magical mothering was born, and I was able to find that the root of all of these things was worthlessness.

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And when I found that out, it’s like it gets revealed at the perfect timeing to heal, that perfect thing that you get to release and transform next.

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So with all of that, in mind what seeds are you planting for this new moon, it’d be mindful, especially if you have a physical thing that you’re going to manifest.

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What is the underlying emotion? energetics thoughts behaviors behind those physical manifestations include this Oftentimes we’ll do vision boards right?

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We’ll have these beautiful vision boards and we may get those vision boards.

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But the energetics and the emotions of the people and the circumstances within those things will be exactly what we don’t want, because we weren’t clear that what is truly going on in our stories.

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So i’m getting goose funds i’m i’m like so excited about this, and i’m really hoping that it’s resonating with you that you’ll be able to implement this in a really different and new

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way than you ever have before, and i’m looking forward to you being a part of the magical mother and community.

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I’m hopeful that you. will be in that Patreon group willing to share these energetics so that we can see these themes that can really transform us.

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Thank you, Linda. So this is the type. This is just one tiny minutia of what happened at Goddess Camp was an incredibly transformation, like, So I am going to have tickets for Goddess Camp for Halloween

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or Salin, which is halloween weekend and Then I’m also gonna have tickets available for winter solstice.

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I’m also gonna have tickets for in bulk or candlest, which is the beginning of february. So i’m going to get the tickets for the next 3 seasonal events because there’s only gonna be able to be

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7 women at each of these next events. I really want to create space, to allow people to shift schedules and to be prepared if they want to be involved with this.

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So this is huge transformational work. I now have a direction.

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I already had all the stuff for the books that i’m writing and the energy in the excitement that I have today to write these out, because I understand where they’re all going is so massive so here’s another thing if

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you’re not quite getting what it is that you want the second, you might have a little bit of energetic or shifts or stagnation, or things just need to be integrated.

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And this is another aspect that happened so much at Goddess Camp this past week was the integration of knowledge, the integration of experiences, the integration of us, the so many of us live in these dissociated States, of being and we have

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these entities, walking around for us, draining off of our emotional or our inability to emotionally regulate.

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And this is not what this is meant to be So I would like to invite you.

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I would like to i’m hopeful that this is something that you may be able to plan in, and if it’s not something that you can do financially.

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Come, maybe at the end of october but maybe by now, October, you can put aside the funds a little bit of every week to afford to come.

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I’m not making these extravagantly expensive but I am making these an investment.

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Because I realize the investment that I input into these was greater than I. and I realized with with the meals and the food and the crafts and the activities. but also with just holding space every dollar that we make we put back

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into the land into building, into creating into making more space. So

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I hear from a lot of women I would love to come but It’s just not possible I would love for you to shift.

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This is that if you would like to attend goddess camp at any time for it to be, I am so excited to attend Goddess Camp.

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I’m gonna break down the cost and i’m gonna see what it would cost me every week if I were to save for a year, and that seems very possible, or if I save every week for 2 months, or 3 months, or whatever it is

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for your specific situation. but I really want that if this is something to live in community, if with women for 3 full days integrating, collaborating, refining with the alchemy of our own beings, if this is something that you have a desire

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of that you keep the possibility open, especially at this new moon right now, because in 6 months, if this is your heart’s desire in 6 months it will manifest, and so allow for yourself to have that energetics behind it that you

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really create space for it. yeah, Kelly. I for me.

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I often realize that it’s the women who are signing up.

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They don’t believe that they’re worth it and so I have a lot of conversations with women about investing in these aspects because oftentimes they don’t feel that they are worthy of the investment themselves so thank you for

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bringing that up. I I am not i’m worth more than even what I charge per hour.

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We all are, we are not worth a monetary value.

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Amount. right we really are priceless we can’t put our value or our worth.

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What we charge. But but right, we can create space to provide the atmosphere to to get all of those aspects and needs met, so that we can say, Okay, if I have this amount of money, I know that I can energetically.

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fulfill, and just the sheer expenses of what this cost.

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I know I can cover all of those. I hope that makes sense, and thank you for clarifying that Amanda Shares Value is so important.

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Investing in oneself is a big step, but a must.

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I completely agree. And so a lot of times that I have these conversations because a lot of women look at what I charge, and they go.

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Oh, my gosh I can’t afford a session and it’s and I and I share with them.

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We might not be able to afford a session with your paycheck every month.

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But I know you couldn’t afford a session with me if you saved $5 a week or $10 a week, and breaking these things down for things that are investments are sometimes really helpful for people that go i’m worth investing

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$5 a week into myself. or i’m worth investing $10 a week into myself, and by the time they’ve saved up that money they can say, Wow!

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This seems like a lot of money, but I am worth the 5, $1020 a week that I invested into myself, and for some they can afford $200 a week because of their financial situation to work with me on a weekly basis.

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But for those of us who had my mindset that I did as when my babies were little, and for a lot of my life

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Money was such a weird thing to spend on myself I was very giving an overgiving of giving time to others, and a large amount of my energy and my staff in my myself and my stuff, and just making sure that everybody else’s needs were comfortable and they

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were safe before my own. This is why, having this space be something that people invest in.

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So they honor that space as well. linda she’s investing in yourself as a beautiful first step.

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Absolutely absolutely so. Thank you so much for being here today. Thank you for joining in this new moon.

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Magic of really transforming the way that we’re looking at our stories looking at the way that we’re setting intentions.

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And please reach out if you are going I would really love to attend Goddess Camp.

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I’m not sure how to make it possible. but I want to be a part of this Reach out.

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Let’s figure out all the aspects that are needed. How much you need to set aside what it would cost for you to come and that way.

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You could have a really clear idea of what it, how long it will take for you to attend one. and then you can really be energized and excited about the transformation that is waiting and unfolding as you even go through the process of

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saving and investing in yourself. and again. I would love to have you join in the Patreon group.

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That’s starts at $3 a month. so that is something that I’ve really created space for the anybody is able to invest in to be a part of the more private community that is all.

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Facebook and in a separate space for us to really dive in into intimate work together on a daily basis through the lunar cycles.

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So thank you for being here. Thank you for being a part of my life and my journey.

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I’m. so honored to have you in my life and i’m excited to see what transforms over these next weeks and months and years, as we journey together through the spiral of the year.

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welcome. I’m Stephanie Mathews of magical mothering.com.

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And this is the new lunar cycle for the month of the end of August to September 20, fourth. and for this lunar cycle we are going to be focusing on the throat chakra

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so. So each lunar cycle i’ve been concentrating on one of the 13 chakras of the magical mothering method.

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And you can join in and get all of the goodies that go along with the 30 days of moon magic at Patreon.

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Com forward. magical mothering If You’d like to be a part of getting the Pdfs that I will have listed in the comments below, where there’s a private discord community.

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There’s continued conversations happening and this is all happening through Patreon.

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So the throat chocolate, the throat.

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Chakra is the energy space where we can communicate.

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And so one of the biggest things that we can kind of figure out very quickly is whether our throat Chakra is blocked or closed.

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So for me. through my own personal healing journey, my throat.

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It was very difficult to express myself even 10 years ago.

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There was this aspect of every time I went to go speak.

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There was a lot of emotion that came into my voice.

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There was a lot of you know, this overwhelm of not being able to articulate my thoughts.

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Well, not being able to communicate clearly, not being able to really share with my heart was or my desires.

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And having this aspect of feeling like my throat, was kind of shutting down.

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But lots and lots of emotion would come into my voice, and this is a telltale sign it.

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There are definitely things going on in their throat, Chakra inhibiting you, because most likely this was something that was actually needed to keep you safe as a child.

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So while a lot of our parents grew up in the in the generation, and or if you are an older individual, you were told you speak when you’re spoken to, and there was this cultural thing that children very much still today are not

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equal in, say in voice to the adults around them, They are children.

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This is something that I was very mindful of with my own children, that they had a voice that their voice and their opinions and their objections and their negotiations are heard and are honored because it’s taken me so many

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years to unravel that. And this is a societal thing.

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So when we’re doing this work and when i’m doing this work, i’m never blaming my parents for these aspects.

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I think that’s something really easy to do is to say Oh, well, I was raised like that, so it’s their fault.

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We never want to put ourselves in a victim. Space, especially around the throat.

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Chakra. We want to own our own voice, and we want to own the way that we communicate.

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We want to own whether we’re able to speak or not and so we get to eliminate and release the blame on anybody in our lives that may have contributed to this.

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And it’s okay, So I wanted to kind of reiterate that the healing journey and the 30 days of moon magic is really our own personal journey, and it’s not about forcing others to recognize their mistakes or their doings but to really

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unravel anything that is no longer serving you in your life.

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Stepping out of that victim space and into empowerment.

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And so through this aspect of really allowing for our voices to be heard, there’s an incredible shift that happens there’s an incredible awakening that happens when we’re able to speak and clearly communicate our desires and

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our voice and be heard. So, as we go through this space over this lunar cycle over these next 29 and a half days or so.

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There’s an amazing thing that happens. we allow for ourselves to be heard, not because we need to prove anything, not because we need to push our point on me.

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One, not because we need to convince anyone. I think a lot of times with the throat.

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Chakra. we immediately go into the other direction so because we haven’t been heard because we haven’t been able to communicate our ideas suddenly.

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We have to prove our ideas, and we have to convince everybody in our of our ideas, and they have to believe our beliefs, and that is not needed.

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It’s not necessary. We can try thrive in our own being space, clearly communicating our thoughts.

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Ideas, without the necessary or the necessity to prove that we are right.

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So this, that is, putting our throat chocolate in the other end of the spectrum of a very overactive, overburdened very much out of control throughout Chakra of shouting from the

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rooftops that You’re wrong your ideas are wrong This is just the other end of the spectrum of a very unbalanced throat.

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Chakra. And so, when we are sitting here trying to convince anybody, or prove that we are right, and that our minds are right, and that are thought are right, and that what we believe is right the rightness that is an unbalanced throat

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Chakra, and so, allowing for ourselves Good morning, Amber.

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Allowing for ourselves to really feel that we no longer have to prove what we are saying.

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We know longer have to have this stuff to back up our beliefs.

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We can simply choose our own desires. we can simply choose to communicate our heart.

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We can simply choose to believe and do, and trust our own truth.

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And that be enough, because I feel like a lot of times e especially in this Western world and in a world that tries to prove and push it’s, belief systems and its philosophies, and its politics on everybody else.

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There’s this aspect of really being true to your own convictions, and for me that is finding my solace my piece, my beauty.

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My spirituality in nature, and instead of trying to push that on and everybody, and when I first got into psychology and massage therapy and herbal medicine, I was always trying to push it on.

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Everybody. If this is right, this is the right way to go.

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This is the right way to do things and I realized over time that I didn’t need to convince anybody that those that are open to the thought.

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The those that are open to discovery or that are fine looking for other like-minded individuals will find me.

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And I don’t have to convince those that this is not for. and it’s such an ease I don’t have to go about life trying to push and push and push my belief systems on anybody and I don’t even have to

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push them on myself. i’m giving myself the grace to change my mind, and to allow for new thoughts and new discoveries, and not being stuck in.

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This is the truth. This is my truth. this is forever the way.

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And really allowing for the unraveling that the healing journey has given to me so i’m excited to hear what aspects of your throat chocolate you’re working on if you’d like to

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go into the discord and kind of share. Maybe your journey of being able to express yourself, or where you are in your journey, of being able to communicate clearly, or in the aspect of being heard being heard, is equally appropriate part of the throat

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Chakra when we speak and we feel like we’re speaking into a void that is very much the throat Chakra as well.

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We’re gonna be doing some neat tools and releasing and creating an opening of the throat chocolate.

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If you want to join in. I would love to have you in the Patreon Space.

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Patrion starts at just $3 a month. and it’s really just a way to share that you enjoy these Facebook lives.

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And that you are wanting to be a part of the community.

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So. thank you so much. I hope you enjoy your new moon.

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This new moon is really a time of discovery of allowing of awakening, really wanting to communicate your desires into practice.

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In 6 months from now we’re going to be on the other side of winter, in a way so allowing for this time to unravel, so that with these intentions, 6 months from now on the full moon, they can be fully

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birthed and planted and grown into, existed and manifested.

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So let me know what your new moon seeds are that you’re planting for this lunar cycle, and how this is resonating.

I updated the daily PDF’s so let me know your thoughts. Also input as to what works, what you would like there to make life easier. I love input and collaboration. Ultimately these pages will be the daily planner pages that go along with the year long devotional. I am seeing the vision more and more clearly and getting so excited to implement these aspects!!

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welcome welcome to the new moon. I got a little ahead of myself.

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Hello, alright, i’m like after a week off i’m I’m.

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All discombodulated. I was, so you said, just like doing this all the time.

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Hi Lownice, she is signed in under her son’s name.

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So Hello! I was like, Oh, yay yeah yeah yay welcome welcome it’s always so.

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It’s always so interesting like stepping away for a week, and then, like I actually read download all the apps.

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So I delete all the apps for my phone for the week, like I just I completely step away.

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So it’s really fun like on the new moon morning to like download all the apps into like.

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Oh, my gosh! going back into the world you you never know what you’re gonna find and it is every time I I I leave.

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I’m like man i’m so grateful that I don’t hear all this stuff going on in the world right like our own little worlds are enough, and I know ludica’s little world is enough right now of just stuff going on in

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your world. it’s like and then we’re inundated with all of the rest of the stuff that just like pulls at our energy and pools at our being and pulls at us in all these directions, so

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i’m really grateful for this new moon i’m actually going through and redoing the pdfs right now.

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I’m not gonna make them so repetitive so if you’ve been getting the pdfs i’m gonna concise them a little bit.

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Condense them create like a week, a week kind of general theme.

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And that way you have a thing for the week that says all that kind of week, long stuff, and then we’ll do a daily planner page, and that way.

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It’ll kind of condense a little bit of what we’re doing

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I spent the week really excited about just kind of being, and yet I walked into my tent.

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I should I wanna show you i’m gonna do a little video today?

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But I cleaned up my impress tent I got.

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Everything is like coming into the apothecary so i’m organizing this space, and it’s just apothecary, and I started off my rest weekend here and looking around I was like i’m gonna make that potion I’ve got that

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label right there I should give this started I like Oh, my I can’t rest in the space where, like my creative genius happens?

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Is there that it’s too, pulling and it’s great cause I’ve been very inspired, and good morning Lisa and Daniel welcome.

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So I realized that I needed to go into the tent space and clean it up.

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So if you’re anything like me, is it so difficult to like rest and relax when your house is a mess like the things around you are just like chaotic and you’re like, yeah, i’m resting but all I can see

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is Kate Restful? So it was an interesting rest weekend like I would i’d be able to like Sit and I play with my little my little baby, dousing rods and my rooms, and just like did you know

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nothing. I just like enjoyed being with all of these fun things around me, and I played with my singing bowl, and just like enjoyed all this things that were around me.

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And then the next day would like I would see something and i’m like Oh, gosh!

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That’s such a mess that still needs to be done it still needs to be. and i’m like I can’t rest like this.

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So I took an entire day and cleaned the creatures that had decided to move into my tent out of the tent.

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You know all the fighters and i’m like thank you goddess for sending me all the spiders and the creepy crawlies and all the things from the darkness through remind me I Don’t need to be scared

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of them that the darkness might have unknowns. and you know so. and but I ended up doing some spontaneous inner child work through this whole process of cleaning and creating boundaries and creating space I know there are quite a few

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people are similar to me in that. create. Look at it slow, niece.

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Alright i’ll be getting a little bit easier

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It was interesting. as I was creating spaces this is the first time since I’ve been single, that I’ve had my own space. When I was single I moved up to a mountain community.

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I had my own house. I lived there for about a year before Travis moved in with me, and it’s been really difficult, actually reclaiming space for myself like guilt has come up I’ve been feeling some shame about like well

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these are. This is a lot of time and space going into this stuff.

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It’s for the business right I can make those excuses as like.

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This is a business thing, and this is for the But then I went.

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If this is my space, you know, and it. It was an interesting expect to come up and realize that there was still a lot of like worthiness things happening in there and receiving aspects happening in there.

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That Travis really made this space for me like for me, because he sees the passion that I have for the plants and the space to be created.

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And and so when I was going through the tent that really pushed my receiving zone of like, Now I have 2 spaces that are all My! and it was so interesting to see this pushback of Oh, gosh!

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Can I really receive this? Can I really say that this is my space?

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And No, no, no, just clean it out. and when people come to Stay, you know It’ll be that space to and it was just such an interesting thing seeing these programs in me and my 3 year old child came up for me and my 3 year

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old self. Her favorite word was Mine mine yeah my I my Sister’s 7 years older than me, and my very hands on AdHD. more aggressive, touchy brother is 4 years older than me.

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So at 3. Mine was my favorite word, because everybody grabbed every you know, like as a 3 year old, everybody’s grabbing things from your hand, or telling you no and mine.

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And so I relaxed that there was so much programming around this 3 year old version of myself that had been told and programmed.

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No, it is not yours. You are to share. and this programming has infiltrated every aspect of my being, and really created a space in me where I felt the need to share everything. Hello!

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I’m on Facebook live sharing my entire personal journey like of my it’s infiltrated every aspect of my being, and it’s not all for bad right, because now, I share herbal medicines, and I share crystals

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and I share knowledge and share incredibly spaces with beautiful people who I get to connect with.

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Yet I was still feeling like I had to share every aspect of my physical, mental, emotional, spiritual being, because that 3 year old was saying mine, and the programming was saying, No, it is not yours.

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You share everything, you share it all, and this aspect keeps coming to me of well, sure, I share this herbal knowledge.

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In courses and creating a school, and it’s like everything is saying, Of course you should.

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That’s a good business. plan. that’s a good next phase to to make money right like that would be a good to grow your business, and I just keep hearing It’s mine like This little. The little one in me is like but This

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is mine I don’t know How to share It I don’t have words to share the herbal stuff that I do.

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I don’t necessarily have like it’s not in a teaching form, and it’s not i’m not saying that I never will.

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But it has got me thinking about how to integrate the Herbal work into the daily devotional that I’m making into the book that i’m making in a way that I can still hold it mine like and I could still have it as

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mine and i’m looking at lonely because I know she does a lot of crap and a lot of artistic expressions.

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And when you’re just doing something because you’re just so inspired to do it, and then you go Oh, gosh!

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Should I sell it to make money you know and you’re like but it’s mine mine.

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I don’t want to of you right it’s mine and I think this is such like, and if you notice when I say mine, I clutch my heart and I don’t think it’s any coincidence that the lunar

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cycle lines up with the heart chalker this month I get i’m getting choose right now.

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I don’t find it any, coincidence. that this whole thing is arising in perfect divine timing that we get to clutched at our hearts and say, mine this is mine.

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We don’t have to share it all and especially for us entrepreneurial work.

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Women especially. we love connecting. we love sharing, we love giving and gifting, and and pouring ourselves into that space.

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But when and I realized that this was an important crossroads.

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When I started doing the things that I was passionate about for money.

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A shift happens. When I started trading myself for money it was no longer.

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There was a there was just a shift that happened and so i’ve been reeling myself back ever since. Then of going.

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What is it that I want to do? What is it the I even say to do?

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And i’m so grateful that the herbal medicines are here, and they don’t necessarily feel like me.

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I can make them. The plant knowledge comes through me I gather them.

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I create them, and I can like they’re outside of myself and so I can create something that’s outside of myself that I can then share and give. and it’s not here right it’s not this mind thing and yet the process of how

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I do it. The way that it comes through me the connection that I have to my spiritual practice, while i’m harvesting the connection that I have to God is while i’m doing that it’s still such a sacred practice and

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it’s mine and so every time it comes up where i’m like people want, and ask me all the time i’d like to learn herbal medicine from you. and I keep trying to figure out how to do this so that

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I can do this. This is mine, you know I like it is mine and still create space to share.

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And i’m not there yet. so I know that people have responded.

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Yes, they want to learn herbal medicine for me I’m just trying to figure out how to keep the sacred practice.

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That is mine mine, and how to separate those, and how I can share.

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And I really am free that goddess, camp, maybe the answer to have Goddess Camp women come out for seasonal festivals, women and their children to like emerge, because I don’t know if I can actually do it

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in a like class, said, I know I can of course I can I don’t want to.

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Okay, there. I know I can make the workbooks and the planners because that’s what I do like.

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But I don’t want to and so this is what I This is what I’m probing and like I want you.

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I I like really want to poke your heart right now.

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What are you needing to just reclaim and say, This is mine, and it may still come out and make still create expression.

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But what have you been giving away? What have you been thinking that you need to just like offload and outpour all the time?

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When really what you’re wanting to do is be like this is my this is mine, and i’m gonna hold it, and I you can’t have it, and it’s okay, I wanna give you permission.

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Like. It took me all week days of my rest time this test rest week 2 fully.

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Give myself permission to say mine. This is mine. So I would love to hear in the discord group.

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No get out of here. No cause. I said, No, because this is my time.

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So, Scanne. No, thank you so allowing and giving yourself permission.

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I didn’t even realize that this was something that was needed and this is what i’m loving about.

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This this rest time or this waning crescent time of really taking space away.

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I don’t read any books I did go through and read a lot of the magical mothering messages that I’ve written down in the planners the past 5 years.

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Whoa! what incredible i’m like gee She just keep saying the same thing that really need to listen like it’s so hard to remember all these things that are so magical.

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And so I want to give you permission. What is it that you are really wanting to create space in?

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And with that you want to just proclaim this is mine and take it back.

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Whether it’s like an actual physical space that you’re needing like, Do you need to create physical space for yourself to? it? has a door that i’ll close? or Do you need to create a new daily practice of drawing or writing

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or intention, you know, of making decoy’s art scrapbooking, embroidery.

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Whatever it is, right, whatever it is. What do you need to Take back and claim and say, This is mine, and click your heart while you do like, I feel like That’s such a a powerful expression.

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This is mine, and really bring it back into your heart space, and allow for your heart.

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I think so often. When we do the heart. chocolate once again it’s Open your heart up, pour out more right, give more love, give more forgiveness.

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Get more acceptance this month. We are doing it goddess, style, and and we are mine.

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This is my part. this is my love, this is my forgiveness.

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This is my acceptance, and it’s I want to give us permission to really take the month and to connect with goddess in a way that maybe we’ve never seen, or felt, or experienced before, because it can feel very

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selfish. And if you have programming like me, which most of the women do in the space that we attract right, the same similar programs, So many of us have been taught to give and people please and to be in these codependent spaces

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of trying to manage and control everything around and outside of us when really letting go and not do any of that, let me see you wanna share something shit

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So i’m excited to see what unravels this month, because automatically like this is these are all like workbooks.

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These are all workbooks that i’ve written already on the heart. Shocker space like this is years right like years of doing this work. and I’m so excited for a new fresh way to implement all of these systems because this is what this

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is all about right like going back through The Spiral and yes, we’re gonna get connect with expectations. Louise has been with me for so many years.

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She knows my expectations, you know. Speech? Yeah. What if we shift that around once again to the underlying message of mine, like what expectations are we holding ourselves to do it all?

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Give it all, deplete ourselves, exhaust ourselves, control everything, keep ourselves all in this neat, neat, little tidy bundle that is no longer needed.

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You know what is like. I can just go through all forgiveness, self, love, self, care.

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Then you have the whole reprogram you know like we’ve done this work.

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Now we get to do it in a fresh new spiral of the year, and i’m so excited and i’m so like i’m so honored that we get to just continuously unravel this work and that I can have my little

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3 year old self going, hey?

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With that simpleness my whole body lit up and resonated.

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So I literally said the word mine, probably about a 1,000 times.

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While I was cleaning out the tenth this week. every scrub of like that I found mold in there, and I was like you’re not allowed in here.

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This is mine. there’s no mold there’s no mold every bug like this is mine you’re outside.

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This is mine, you know. And so it was funny. and Zion was like, Did you see it twice?

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Every time I said Yes, yes, I did, I said mine twice, so because it’s not good enough saying it once. Sometimes they don’t hear you you have to say it twice, hey?

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Geraldine. So I encourage you to watch the reflay of this. and if you need to, if you just if you just join in, we’re gonna have a lot of fun with the heart space this month or with this lunar

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cycle and as i’m sharing i’m like i’m getting more clarity on what I thought it was just a book that was being written, and i’ve been stuck in writing this book for so long right of like this

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is my book and it’s it is my book but I realized that I wasn’t finding the same pleasure just like writing it in

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Whatever a book like a regular book. so i’ve been dreaming and visioning.

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And this new moon is so perfect of making truly a beautiful, magical, mothering reference book, and each page has an herb on it, an index car like index recipes with little burned edges, and you know tips and

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tools of reminding us to be in craft and creation of magic ones and dream catchers.

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And every page has this beautiful Just it pulls you in, and then at the back.

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It has all the references for the pillar of light exercise, and what plants and crystals.

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And because I realize that. that’s what I actually need so i’ve been writing this book for others right to get the information, and it’s not inspiring.

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And so this whole having like an actual reference guide of I mean if you this is just the heart right, and if you see these, there’s like 4 pages per page of this like, there’s so much information that has come through

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me that I delivered over the past 7 years, and to have it all in like this magical mothering Bible, you know, to like this amazingly beautiful piece that can sit on your your coffee table, or on your kitchen?

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Table that you can just will become a part of our lives.

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And then I realize the Planner which i’m now shifting to create for the Patreoners.

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The planner sheets are what are we gonna are you what you’re gonna be able to download every time.

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So the planner sheets correlate with the devotional page.

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That will be a full 13 lunar cycle long and It’ll just be this beautiful thing, and then the planner will go along with that every day.

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So the planner will be a year-long planner and the devotional will be this thing that will be able to be on your space in your life for years and years and years, cause i’m realizing nothing really new Okay.

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Yeah, yeah, yeah, like i’m seeing that there’s new things coming through.

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But what I have to give has it’s come through it’s downloaded.

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I I it’s it’s here I have it all it’s in 20,000, you know it’s in the magical mothering method videos.

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And it’s over here in this group that I did over here that’s in the Monday the magical cards, and it’s in this planner over here and for my own sanity I had to create all of those one step at

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a time. Right like that, was the process and I found oh it’s in my tent.

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I found the book outlined that I had started when we first left to go travel.

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And I was like, where has this been like this is so valuable that it had everything in there on like rhythm, and it had everything I the expectate and stuff that I haven’t taught for the past 3 years and i’m

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like we was this they should all stop and I was so excited, so I know that i’m not alone.

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I think in this I think it would be really helpful.

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So I always know that when i’m creating stuff for others it’s not It’s not a pleasurable passionate, like sensual experience, and that’s where i’m coming from with these whole herbal classes it would

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be doing them for somebody else, because I don’t necessarily need them, and I don’t need to do them you know what I mean.

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So i’m i’m excited to get this inspiration back to, not write a book.

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And this is how the if you’re wondering what this is this is the bringing the while within planner that I created, I wanna say, 5 years.

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I can’t believe it’s been that long so cause it was a year before we left to go travel, so I created this 5 years ago, and I created this out of absolute necessity for myself.

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It has now blessed hundreds of other women who have now used it. So it’s one of those things where I needed to shift the way that I was writing this book, and creating any of my content, because I know that when i’m

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giving, and when i’m doing it, for others this heart. space this mine is, is totally disconnected from it.

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So I want to encourage you that if you’re kind of struggling with getting your work out there, or getting your message out there, or finances, or anything like that, cause we’re going through a really weird transitional vibrational

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timeline Right now I want you to step back from doing anything for money like, and for the sake of just money.

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How can you approach this? and this is what I the work that i’ve been doing in my tent?

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How can we approach this? where we’re doing it from a space? If this is mine?

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This is all for me, and I will just happen to be sharing it.

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You know what I mean Like? How how can we come from that space?

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Because I feel like as women when we put another thing on our to-do list, especially I mean, we’ve got dishes, and we’ve got laundry and we have a house to maintain and keep and whether we have grown

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kids or no kids. We just have all these to do on our list.

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And what is ours and what is really sacred to us if we’re still just giving that away and putting that on a to do list.

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It becomes just another act you know it’s it’s similar to being in bed and just like, okay, get it over with I’m really not in the mood, but I know it’s you know doing my duties this is not

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how we wanna approach life anymore like we really want to be turned on to the process.

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We do not want to be laying there receiving. Okay.

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Great things, you know. we don’t wanna be going life like that anymore.

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We want to really be in it, flipping over and getting my body into it.

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You know what I mean like, Really, we want to approach life like this no more.

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A last thing I wanna be doing right now right no more.

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That is, when this this mind thing has just been opened up.

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Full, open heart, chocolate, loving everybody, doing the work for everybody else, and still people pleasing and still over, giving and still overcompensating and not setting any boundaries right.

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We need to take this back Everything can change so i’m excited to hear what your mind thing is.

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And that’s so funny outside of this like it makes no sense.

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But thanks for being here lonely. Thank you for joining the zoom, so I could see your face if you were Patreon.

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At $33 a month. So if this is something that you enjoy in your mornings while you’re drinking your coffee, or just, you know, throughout the day I encourage you to create space to support this in that way so i’m so

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glad to be back. it’s so wonderful to be here again, and to be at this new moon.

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So thank you for being here. Thank you for creating space. I am so excited to jump into this heart.

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Chakra lunar cycle it’s gonna be so much fun.

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And you never know we’re definitely gonna be breaking our hearts and doing all those kinds of things that I love doing.

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But with a twist everything’s in you know we never visit them the same things twice.

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Hello!

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Welcome, happy new moon. I am so grateful to be back.

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Oh, it feels so good. I am coming. Live with from inside the new apartment Perry Building that Travis built over the week that I was off line resting.

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He was busy working and creating this space for me to have all of my amazing teachers and extracts and crystals.

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So this is what is behind me. This is the building that i’m in.

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I now have space. so it’s very exciting it’s still a work in progress, but i’m excited to be inside of it today.

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So it feels very good to be here and back. So we are in a new moon.

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So the new moon is time of the new beginnings fresh starts.

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This is really the time. So there’s no visual moon right now it is dark, and so there’s actually very little to no energy coming from the moon, and I find that this is such a powerful time because then, we can really connect with

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where our own energy level is and where it’s coming from what’s kind of going on within us, because we’re not having that influence, Maybe a full moon, we’re not having the influence from all of the moon energy kind of

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making our emotions go a little wild with this new moon energy.

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We just get to, and so this month we’re going to be tapping in to our solar plexus.

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So our solar plexus is right here so here’s your ribs the bottoms of your ribs.

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There’s a little space where your ribs come together, and this is your solar plexus.

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So are solar. Plexus is a really powerful space.

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This is where all of our connections happen. This is where we connect with others.

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This is where we connect with ourselves. this is our point of in Maslow’s hierarchy pyramid, where we connect and have our sense of belonging.

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All of these really important vital aspects to our mental physical health.

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And so this is where our confidence is held in our solar plexus, our self-esteem, our empowerment and our intuition.

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So I just wanna give a shout out that the solar plexus Chakra potion. So it’s solar plexus, Chakra and empowerment potion is the potion of the month.

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This month. so, and there is a crystal in all of these potions.

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I mix all of the plants that i’ve extracted individually.

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I mix them all together, and then each potion has a crystal that is then shared.

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So I program the courts crystal in every single bottle, letting all the plants know how they’re going to be hoping the bottle or the the person the body.

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Good morning, Jolene. Good morning, Lee. andrew so solar plexus potion is the potion of the month, and then we’ve got 2 stones here.

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I’ve got sectarian hearts so the sectarian hearts.

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September eleventh and I knew I was gonna forget what the other stone was, but it’s a mix of 3 stones.

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It’s great for that solar plexus for that empowerment to remember, to trust and to love your intuition.

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I love sectarian, and my favorite favorite favorite solar plexus.

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Crystal is Yellow Bruce sites so it’s a very energetically charged.

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Crystal. it’s from pakistan it was recently discovered in 2,017.

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It’s got a really lovely energetic aura to it, so you can sometimes feel the zing of it in your hand.

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Very an awakening, an enlivening stone.

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So Yellow Bruce site is an incredible crystal to pick up to work with this month for this solar. Alexis.

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Yeah. Leander, my favorite, Tom Lee Andrew, got a beautiful piece of yellow Bruce site in her collection that she uses for her healings and her offerings.

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So. good morning, Amanda. welcome, so intuition, I feel, is going to be the general theme for this month.

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And allowing for our overall theme of intuition, really infiltrate where we get our confidence from where we get ourselves. A steam from where we get all of these aspects from So Amanda says sweet

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solar plexus is the one I work with on the most.

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I love it. Well, this is your month. This is gonna be your month for the solar plexus.

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And this new moon so we can set some intentions if we’d like.

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But I want to get away from the manifesting culture.

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I really do, because I feel like the lunar i’m stepping on this piece of wood, So i’m going up and down.

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Sorry. I want to get away from this manifest or culture that we live in this.

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Just do with culture. This this culture of like we are gonna take our lives, and we’re gonna manifest because I feel like with the divine feminine while manifesting is fantastic.

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There’s also something so beautiful to allowing for trusting for being in our intuition, and really feeling that our intuition every single second is, is allowing and guiding and sharing and resources, and if we are receptive to

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our own innate intuition. I feel like that.

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Is such a powerhouse for manifestation. but not in this, like I’m gonna manifest the money, because so often we have this cultural paradigm, even if we’re not living according to capitalistic consumeristic

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culture. it’s so pervasive and persuasive that sometimes we get sucked into those programs of Oh, maybe I should.

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Maybe I should, or I have to, or I need to do this, and that pulls us into our manifestations and our intentions, rather than this beautiful flow of being in our intuition.

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And having this, like streamlined straight line insight into our own higher selves nudging.

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So our our higher self and our our guides the universe. God goddess, all of these amazing things that are working for us are creating these outside nudgings.

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They’re creating these outside influences that are putting people in places and things, and timing into our lives perfectly and in the right time.

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And then we have our intuition that is coming from within, giving us these nudging or aspects of even if it’s pick up this thing from the grocery store, or leave right now to go get gas on that from that gas

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station in front of instead of the gas station you usually go to or being woken up at 4?

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Am I’m, going? Why, am I wide awake what’s your intuition guiding you into creating space for you.

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And good morning, Linda. welcome so amanda shares i’m listening to braiding sweet grass.

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She is so beautifully til stories about how the divine feminine, and Mother Earth gives so abundantly.

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Yes, and it’s such a different energy than this manifesting divine, masculine, just do it energy an energetic aspect of really being connected.

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And I do want to share about my rest week, because this was a big part of my rest week.

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I did just write a blog post on magical mothering dot com if you go to blogs and podcasts

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It’s available there, kind of sharing about the rest week that I had, and these dressed weeks have already been transformational for me.

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I I was really scared when I first started them. excuse me so I was really kind of nervous when I first started.

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Good morning, Karen. Welcome! I was really nervous when I first started these rest weeks.

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Because I didn’t know if I was going to really be able to have the boundaries.

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I didn’t know if I was gonna actually be able to do it.

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I didn’t know if I was actually going to be able to like, say no to all the things that I have to do all the time, and and the first rest week was a really amazing powerful way for me to just be present to all the

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things that I do on a regular basis, and to be able to say, wow!

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I really don’t stop, I really don’t stop and so that first, that first rest week I really shared the gift of just stopping with myself, and I really rested really like just did nothing this past rest.

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Week was more about connection. It was about looking at my connections, and really seeing how I talked to my kids, how I talked to my spouse, how I talk to myself!

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What kind of things am I saying to the people that are around me? the most?

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And what am I taking for granted of them How am I just like?

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Oh, they’re always there, you know I have that kind of like mentality when I went into it, and I didn’t even know how per like pervasive that mentality was like I was taking them for granted in the most

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horrible way in like I, just I They were always there right.

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I knew they were always gonna be there. They were always there, and it just hit me that I have the opportunity to be present with these amazing human beings that are funny and are genuine and are honest and are always there ready to give me

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snuggles and I couldn’t receive it I was tapped out. I was at my limit, and I didn’t even realize it.

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And so I think a lot of us moms. we have these babies that we all we wanted was these beautiful babies.

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We want these beautiful babies in our lives, and we want these beautiful individuals in our lives, and we get tapped out, though we get depleted and we get drained.

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And so this week, instead of I knew it was gonna be different. because if we had, like over 95 degree weather all week, it was like super sunny and intense, and i’m like there’s no way.

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I’m sitting inside of a tent for 7 days it’s not gonna happen.

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I’m not just gonna like it would be a great sweat but i’m like I I know that that’s just gonna make me crazy.

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And so instead I decided to connect, I decided like i’m gonna be show in connection.

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Did I not. i’m not gonna be like try so it was very interesting.

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The whole unraveling that had to happen. Summer solstice was the first day of the connect week for me.

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For the rest week. And so I was still having these intentions or expectations of what summer solstice should look like like and like, should we, you know, do something special?

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Should it be a big bonfire I need to connect with my kids.

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I need to make it special. And those expectations were so exhausting, like being in that space, of having an expectation of what the day should look like, completely fucked up the whole day like it made the whole day that much more

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stressful, that much more irritating, that much more not present, not connecting like it.

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Just think about the holidays. We go all month like making it a big to do for Christmas, or trying to make all of this stuff so perfect.

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And then all of those expectations build up making it and karen’s like, Yeah, I hate it when I do that to myself, and that was exactly it.

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By the end of the day i’m like that was dumb?

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Why did you do that? It was not restful that was not connective.

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So far from anything that I I had expected. Yet I had an expectation, and so I realized with that first rest week I had 0 expectations.

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I was just going to do nothing and allow for my intuition to tell me what it wanted, or didn’t want to do, and that first rest week I didn’t want to do anything I literally like sat in a hammock all

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day one day I like it didn’t make any food I just fasted.

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I was like That’s what I needed. and so this one. I started listening to the way that I was talking to my kids, and it sucked like I I had a moment Where I was like Who is this person who is speaking like this to the

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people that she loves the most who is this because i’m not a fan of her.

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She could leave my host right now and I just noticed that I kept it doesn’t help that I that i’m bleeding during this time.

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Right. so i’m highly emotional, highly sensitive extra irritated and agitated, and I went.

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But what a bull should excuse i’m not interested in those excuse like i’m not interested in, and being so out of control in my body that I use that as an excuse. if I need that as an excuse then I

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need. Then I need to go sit in my tent by myself like I don’t need to be interacting if that’s my excuse like like I don’t I don’t need to be connecting with human beings that that

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deserve. yeah time out seriously. like a time out like if I can’t speak kindly if I can’t speak how I would speak to anybody else that’s not in my family.

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Then I need to be putting myself away like. take some time out but that’s not what that wasn’t the desire This time it was very interesting.

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The desire was to see, and it was such an into, with like an intuitive intuition, nudge to really be present to my interactions.

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And so I knew I had to trust that I knew that I I had to sit in that uncomfortability, and there was a point in time.

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There was this this beautiful point in time, where my son was like, Hey, mom, check out my minecraft house.

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I just built this whole thing and I turned to him and I said, You know what you really should be lucky that you’re even spending all day playing video games.

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These are not my jam I don’t even want to be around them.

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I can’t believe like you’re just blah blah blah, and I am like in my brain watching me.

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Say this, and i’m like what a jerk but I couldn’t like it just kept coming out of my mouth, as I say, I I just it was like, what are you doing and So I did I stepped away like I just

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pulled myself, extracted myself. He was in his own space so didn’t really even notice it.

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And finally we were sitting around the fire that night, and I just I just told them.

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I said, I am so sorry like you love this game you’re really good at this game.

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You love finding out how to craft things, head to create things.

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He made this beautiful house. He figured out how to turn sand into glass like it was beautiful, and I was like I couldn’t even take.

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I couldn’t even get over myself enough 2 appreciate your love for this game.

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It’s. So he came after I after I said this and I apologize.

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Yeah, minecraft is so boring i’m the worst about it.

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Caren says really and so, and yet in that moment I realized that this was a way he’s not that interested in plants, but he comes out with me all the time to harvest.

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He comes out all like plants are not he’s like oh, my gosh!

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We get to go pick plants again. you know it’s like it’s not like That’s his jam, but he’s connecting with me with something that i’m passionate about and so the next day he comes up

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to many he goes, Mom, that was really rude. what you said to me.

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I I said yes, it was very rude what I said to you and he was like, you didn’t even have to say that I said I know I didn’t even have to see there was no reason there was no reason that I

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needed to say any of that. All I had to say was, Wow!

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What a beautiful house but that wasn’t what came out like It It came out because I realized how powerful my own ego is getting like my own ego couldn’t even sit there for 30 s and appreciate how beautiful something was that

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he created, whether it’s my jam or not like my ego was getting so in the way of my connection that I couldn’t even connect.

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And it was such a powerful moment for both of us, because he yeah, he sure told me right, Karen.

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I know he totally did. It was so, it was so great.

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And hello, Heather welcome. So I know that like on a global scale.

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We’re all experiencing this in a very real way and then we’re also dishing this out in a very real way.

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So nationally in our own United States things are becoming a little bit tumultuous.

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Again. The turbulence is happening again. ro versus Wade.

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However, you stand on it. I don’t care your political beliefs I don’t care if you’re for against it.

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Actually, I just know that things are becoming and shattering and dismantling.

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So I don’t I politically, I don’t care things are getting taken away.

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Amendment while rights people are no longer being seen as humans that’s a big deal.

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When things start going interracially I move to Missouri like there’s interracial marriages down here.

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You realize that the amendment is all about dismantling interracial marriage in a place where there is very much that still alive, like people, hang their Confederate flags and have white boys signs like so

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politically, this is something that is dismantling our ability to see each other as humans.

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And so this week really seeing my children. it’s not my children, They’re not my property.

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I don’t own them they’re not mine like they’re human beings that I have the privilege of living with and connecting with, and being present to their journeys just as they have the privilege of being present

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to my journey, and when I stepped back from being a mom when I stepped back from being like the mom i’m the mom right like there’s such like this program around being the mom and when I stepped back from being the

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mom I really saw, like i’ve got these beautiful beings that live in my home with me full time, and they have to live with this woman who can even acknowledge the beauty of their creation for 30 s it has to listen to

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you better be. You should be so grateful that you even get to play video gate.

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I’m like, Oh, my who is that woman I don’t want she doesn’t live here kick that woman out water here.

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And so this week was really about seeing my ego and how my ego and my intuition don’t jive they can’t live very harmoniously together.

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And it’s a constant fight of like tug of tug of war of who gets to win right If my ego wins, then I lose this.

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The aspect of being an integrity. If my intuition wins, then I truly live in alignment, and it’s a constant push and pull, and I’ve been living in my intuition when it comes to like my spiritual practice my

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business things like this, but I wasn’t using it in my own personal platform, home life as a mom like they were separated.

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And so it was such an interesting dynamic to see that my spiritual practice wasn’t actually getting into my personal life like they were still separate.

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Still like these 2 things. and good morning, John welcome so it was such a restoratively beautifully connective week of Just see that I don’t want my ego running my life.

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We. we all see the egos that are running this world right now.

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We all see the egos that are running these Facebook posts that people are posting like we see the Egos, and it’s not connective.

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We’re not connecting we’re yelling we’re shaming we’re guilty were in fear were creating a lot of space for pointing the finger and it’s not connective and so I almost

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want to put that whole thing aside and say, Okay, what if there are no more?

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None of these laws. Who are we as humans? And can we truly begin to see each other as human beings again, and connect on a level on a solar plexus level on an energetic level?

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And I don’t want to I don’t want the excuses of like. Well, I don’t match energetically with them because they believe this like that’s a that’s a cop out that’s like toxic

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positivity that’s like it’s all of that and So I’ve even found myself wanting to like delete friends off my Facebook because of their posts and yet i’m going they’re a human being who’s

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scared right now that their beliefs, their rights, are getting taken away or stumbled on, or whatever.

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And so, if I look past the fear and let my ego out of the way, how can I truly connect with individuals on a human level?

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And the only way that I can do that is by being honest and in integrity with myself, and not pointing the finger, and not having my ego be right.

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And so that’s where it just reminded me yet again. of why i’m doing this moon magic. Why, i’m doing the 30 days of moon magic, and why we’ve started the fourth This is the fourth this is the beginning this

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new moon is the beginning of the fourth lunar phase that we’re going to be doing, and each time i’m realizing that I just get so caught up in my own stuff, and I think we all do right.

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We all get caught up in our own stuff, our own ego stuff.

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We all get caught up in our own lives that we forget that There’s other humans that are also caught up in their own lives that are also hurting and grieving and fearful or are happy and creative and joyous and there’s so

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much going on at every single moment of every single day, and so connect connect first with yourself.

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I would, I would highly recommend just taking some time to tune in.

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Have that little observer switch turn on and observe how you’re communicating with people.

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How you’re talking to people How your what’s your word sound like what you’re saying.

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It’s been really amazing, and I had to do a lot of apologizing to my kids and my husband this week of just like Wow!

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I fled my ego get in the way and i’m sorry i’m sorry that I wasn’t here to connect, and i’m back, you know and it’s gonna be it’s always a journey to like see how

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long it it can stay and to be vigilant because that’s the practice that I choose to do that’s the practice that I I enjoy doing so.

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I’d love to hear your feedback on the blog post that I write right. the pdf for the new moon, and this recording are both going to be available to everyone.

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So if you want the new moon pdf that’ll be available at magical mothering dot com under the blogs and podcasts section.

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If you look through there, You’ll see that if you join the 30 days of Moon Magic Peer tier on Patreon, you can actually get the daily Pdfs and recordings.

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There’s one on ones available and all sorts of good things there.

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So. Karen, you! what beautiful today She just like.

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Did A. did a costume change in the background. so thanks so much for being here with me today.

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I’m looking forward to continuing this conversation if it’s been illuminating as far as your own ego kind of stuff.

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Let’s go to discour and kind of share some of that stuff there I’d love to hear from you, and I hope you all have a beautiful magical day.

This is the NEW moon to plant seeds of what you desire and dream to co-create in your life. NOT focusing on what you currently are lacking or do not have as this will create more of the same. 

Hello! hello! Welcome to the Dark Moon, the Dark Moon, April thirtieth! We are a dark moon with a partial solar eclipse. Talk about some energies going on. Whew! Did you feel it? We had a tornado watch here in southeastern Missouri man. It was a quite, quite a day, so so welcome i’m gonna get everybody just a couple of minutes to join in that way. They can do that. I was working on adding a post i’m going to do that right now. So I am adding the pdf to magical mothering dot com Dark Moon. Pdf! And then i’ll upload the transcription and everything like that as well. But I wanted everybody to get the Pdf. so everybody on the new moon and the full moon. I make those posts public, so you do not need to be a patron in order to get the new moon and full moon. Aspects. They are just for everyone all right so i’m publishing that. So if you go to magical mothering, com and then you go to blogs and podcasts, you’ll be able to grab the Dark Moon Pdf: And if this is something that you’re enjoying, if you’ve been watching the daily Facebook lives and participating are watching the replays of the daily Facebook lives, I would really encourage you to visit magicalmothering.com, or Patreon.com/magicalmothering, and join us. Join in the 30 days of moon magic. if you Can’t afford, for some reason to join in the 30 days of moon magic. But you’re still enjoying this I do have in my patreon a $3 tier that’s $3 a month. If you are enjoying even the new moon and the full moon aspects. I would really be grateful. if you would join in and be a part of this with us, so if you’re here, say hello in the comments, so I can see you I can’t see you unless you say hello to me so hello welcome i’m glad you’re here so We’ve got the Dark Moon, which the dark moon is the second new moon in a month. But because we’re following a 13 month lunar cycle it’s the first new moon of our next 29.5 3 day cycle, which i’ve been calling the 30 days of moon magic So what is the new moon. The new moon is really all about the new aspects so there’s little to no energy coming from a new moon. This is, the moon is directly in between the earth and the sun so we cannot physically see it. It’s dark. The usually a new moon is a great timer, and I ideal time for setting intentions. Not this mood, not this new moon? Do not set intentions, this new moon, please. We had a partial solar eclipse today. When you have a new moon with a solar eclipse, some energy energies? Are there some interesting energies there’s there’s some solar mixed with lunar, mixed with the eclipses, so we do not want to be moving forward as we usually do, with a new moon and setting new intentions. Instead, I would like for you to really focus on your safety. So the theme for this whole month, this whole 29 point, 5, 3 days is going to be the theme for this month is going to be safety, and the Chakra is the root. Chakra. I was going to start the remembering your magical self. Program this month, but that would have been chaos, and I would have been kicking myself. But I wanted to really create space for us to start implementing this, because we can never spend too much time creating safe space for ourselves. This is not something that our society deems necessary for our own mental health, our emotional health, or even our physical health. We live in a very abusive culture, in a very narcissistic, aggressive violent culture that tends to say that it’s okay if I don’t you know respect your boundaries and so I really want to honor the aspect of creating a lot of safe sacred space for ourselves, especially as we’re very gently unraveling how much we as women really connect and flow the lunar cycles and I would even say that binary individuals are more of a lunar cycle phase group as well the masculine masculine. They’re a solar cycle bunch they can have it but for those who are really empathic for those who are learning to heal. For those who are getting the unraveling and remembering their magical selves. We are a lunar cycle people. I believe most of humanity used to be. Our humanity in our Western civilization. is very much built upon these solar cycles, doing the same thing day in and day out, and it’s very chaos creating Yeah, good. Hello, Kelly, Su welcome, Welcome, I Also said Good morning Good evening. Hello, And so with the new moon. usually this is a great time to start a new project, even though there’s little to note energy. We usually at least create a intention. But the partial solar eclipse that happened today is telling us, Do not do that. Do not start any intentions today, so we do not want to start any new intentions. What we do want to do is to create safe space for ourselves, to bring in a ritual which, in my definition of a ritual, is an intentional activity or behavior, that you want to bring into your life for this new moon, instead of bringing in an activity or an action. I would like for you to focus on creating a ritual for yourself that create safety and security and being physically present in your body. So this is something that we don’t do enough of we often are very busy. We are often always making like plans to do things, to go see people busy ourselves, and to fill our days full, instead of actually giving us time to physically sit inside of ourselves and be present and feel safe in our bodies with all of our emotions with all of our stuff. Okay, So this is what I feel. This this dark moon is really asking of us is to go into those things that are not very comfortable. Go into those spaces that may seem really scary to go into those shadow aspects, go into the behavior behind the behavior, and to not create just another project. Right now. we’re in May day tomorrow I will be going, live at 7 o’clock again tomorrow, and a may day celebration, and and we will be rejoicing in the first day of summer, and doing some fun may day activities. And yet, because this is this is the time to really be fully present. The earth around us is waking up. And so for us to really be awakening those energies within us, but to not become dissociated or distracted by all of these things. But be more physically present in all of these things so i’m gonna urge you to really take time for this the rest of this dark moon to feel the energies around you. We just had a tornado watch where I am. So there was a lot of like there was thunder that just lasted for 20 min, you know, rumbling through the sky, and the way that that makes me feel inside these are the types of things that I want you to focus on for this month of being safe. This is the theme to really create time and to be in a place of being safe. And so, when we look at all of these aspects of knowing that everything that we do, and all the coping skills, all the programming, all of the aspects that we have all came to us prior to the age, of 7 did we feel safe prior in our in our younger years, and so we get to choose actively. We intention, with honor, with sacredness, to actively create safe space for ourselves every moment of every day. It can be exhausting if You have coping skills that don’t serve you anymore. It can feel like there’s a lot of sabotage happening if you don’t have coping skills that make you feel safe. You’re maybe with a partner who doesn’t make you feel safe speaking for me i’m in the wild, and so there’s all these kinds of bugs now waking up, and there’s snakes waking up, and there’s chiggers that are going to be waking up soon. And we have ticks on us and there’s all these kind of like wild little creatures trying to eat us online. That is interesting because i’m going well do I feel safe? and so i’m having to actively unravel my own sense of well-being, and saying, How do I make myself more safe? And if we often are a let me give you a solution. Culture right instead of just sitting with it, instead of allowing ourselves to just sit in our uncomfortability. Often somebody will say, Well, why do you do this? You Have you tried this? Do you want to use this? I make this blah blah blah, and I I do it, too, right. Somebody is sharing or unraveling that they found out that they have maybe a label, or they have this illness or this symptoms. And I will say he, I have a potion that I recommend for this. So I do the same thing. we’re very much a culture of suggesting and problem solving people’s issues because it is uncomfortable sitting in them. And sometimes, if we sit in them long enough, our body will actually tell us exactly what we need to be doing in order to release or allow, or hear, feel, or create space for that healing. Our our body often has the exact remedy that is needed. If we create safe enough space to sit in the issue, or the unraveling or the aspects long enough. So this is kind of been what the Facebook lives each morning have been is my way of really unraveling my own journey through the lunar phases. And so sitting in that uncomfortability of kind, of just creating awareness and pondering. And these are really things to do, and while doing them live on Facebook would not have felt very safe. 7 years ago, when I first started magical mothering, or 13 years ago, when I first started unraveling my own journey. Now I can do so in a way because i’ve created safe space for myself to be able to share and do those aspects. So for to today. I wanna just share a little bit about what I’ve shared in the Pdf. and again you can grab the Pdf. For today and magical mothering dot com it’ll be in the Pdfs and blog section, and it’ll be the Dark Moon. Pdf: So if you want to go grab that Pdf: please do so. Every new moon and full moon. I will have the Pdfs for the 30 days of moon magic for free available to everyone. So everyone can still be participating in this 30 dates of moon magic. If you Wanna be involved even more enjoyed in the private discord community. and you want to join the Patreon, and you want to get Goody sent to your house every month, or you want to be the working one on one unraveling with me. I have all those options on Patreon, patreon.com/MagicalMothering for you to be a part of the 30 days of moon magic and more. So for today. The daily theme of the dark moon with the partial solar eclipse today is not the day to set intentions. I’ve shared. That But i’m gonna share it again, because we’ve been so accustomed to new moon names, new fresh starts, new beginnings. Let’s get our intentions out there let’s do our vision boarding, and I thought that that’s what we were gonna get to do today. And then I started looking, and i’m like oh my gosh I didn’t. I forgot there was a partial solar eclipse today. I forgot that this is the day that the veil is the thinnest. It’s. it’s halloween time really it’s springtime, Halloween, If you think about it, the southern hemisphere is going from autumn to winter today, it is their transition from autumn to winter so just as our transition here in the northern hemisphere from autumn to winter, is Halloween, our thinnest day of the veil. There, too, is their transition, which is their thing. its day of the veil. So keeping in mind that today is holding a lot of intention with it. There’s a lot of there’s a lot of energies There’s a lot of accessibility to our guides to our angels to Hi Kate So glad you are here. Welcome! Welcome! So the veil is so thin today, which is why we do not want to be setting our intentions. Today is a perfect and beautiful day to pull a card. If you do oracle cards or tarot cards. Today is a beautiful day to ask your angels, your higher self, the goddess, your own magical mother. God, whatever source, the universe, whatever He resonates with you to really pull in there intentions your purpose to really be present to that energy that is always there. But is that heightened now? Something that is really incredible to do is to also ask for the guidance of your ancestors, because this is when the veil is thin. We have access to our ancestors, who know clearly what our generational themes are. Who know clearly what it is that we can see into our lives, and because they are our ancestors, they understand and can see so much more clearly what it is that we’re dealing with, and can really help navigate our lives in a way if we ask. So a lot of this is just asking asking. I love doing automatic writing, picking up a pin, grabbing a notebook, putting my pin to the paper, and just allowing for whatever to come out there are some parameters with automatic writing. I believe I have a video on Youtube. But making sure that whoever you know be very clear about who you are having speak through you, If you’re talking to ancestors, say your clearly, I would like my ancestors to clear speak through me your guides, your high yourself an angel and then oh, Vp. be very set very good boundaries with automatic writing. Only allow what is for your highest and best to come through, and this make it very specific. I would like for this to obtain to my life specifically. So automatic writing is a great thing to do today to really get insight into not so much your own intentions. But what is it that you can be doing either to create a ritual which is an intentional behavior, or creating some sort of guideline that you can really set forward for this month to help you feel safe which is our theme for the month our theme word for the month of safety. how ask your guides ask your high yourself. Ask the goddess, How can I create safe space for myself this month? How can I create safe, sacred space, so that I can fully live my purpose? Asking these questions. today is an incredible way to get clarity and allowing. And I even said in the Pdf. I said, what intentions do I have for this new moon? And I want you to cross that off. When you get this Pdf: you can go to magic, mothering dot com and grab the Pdf. Cross off. What intentions do I have brought them up wouldn’t intentions? Do your guides have? What intentions do you use? Your higher self have. And I really want we’re gonna do it we’re actually gonna do it live because when else are we gonna take time to do this? right? So I would like to take some time to actually access Our own magical mother or higher self, so that we can fully connect with this space. So if you were on here, live, please say hello, so I can see you I see that there’s people watching. But unless you make a comment, I can’t really see you so say hello so that I can see you back. But thanks for being here. If you have any questions about this particular dark moon or if you’re wanting to know more about some of the things that i’m sharing, please ask questions. I’ll just ramble on as you know and kind of just go on my own track. So if you’re like, go back. how do I do that please. He stopped me and asked, So that I can elaborate things, because I don’t necessarily know what you know I know what I know. and so I just kind of jabber on so please, share with me Kate: Yeah, we’re still here. Okay, so today is a perfect day. Again the theme for this month all about creating safe, sacred space for ourselves. Kelly sue can’t believe I have enough reception yay here here. I it’s isn’t it so weird how sometimes like Facebook comes through and like these little it’s the vortex, Kelly. So you’re meant to be here the veil is so thin it’s like telling you you meant to be here. So this is really a beautiful new moon to not set our own intentions, trying to control our own actions like this is what i’m gonna plan. And this is what i’m gonna do and this is what I have intention for this new moon. This dark moon with the the partial solar eclipse that happened is really an opportunity to say, Stop, look around like. Is this really the life that you’ve wanted to create had you really created the reality that you love 100% cause? If not pause, stop creating, ask for guidance, ask for some support. You have, like all your ancestors your higher self? your spirit team, you’ve got like a whole crew just like she’s gonna ask, Is she gonna ask for support? This new mood. Is she gonna Is she gonna receive our help? right? We have so many beings that want to help support us, create our most magical life to help help help us remember our magical selves, not use the coping skills and the themes and all of the aspects of ourselves that we learned prior to the age of 7 we have a whole team on our side, really cheering us on saying we can help support you. Let us help you unravel. Let us help you create something that maybe you haven’t thought of. Let us help you keep on track with a new ritual or with a with feeling so something that’s really easy is to literally just take a pin and a piece of paper. So i’m gonna pause. Okay, I would like for you to grab a pin and a piece of paper. So go do that grow. Grab a pin and a piece of paper, I’m doing it myself. These are my like this is my journal that i’ve been using to create the Pdfs in my book, and my planner. So it’ll be a good idea to write it in here. Okay, I would love more info about the Dark Moon. Yeah, not familiar about this. So the Dark Moon. The reason it’s called a dark moon is because it’s the second new moon in the same month. So we are already had a new moon. We had a new moon on April first, and then we have a new moon on April thirtieth. So it’s the second new moon within one calendar month, which is why it’s called the Dark moon so. But I would have treated it just like it any other new moon, if it wasn’t for the partial solar eclipse, and the fact that it falls exactly on the day before May day, which in the southern hemisphere. Fear is the day before Halloween. Okay. So it’s like really really so much going on that the fact that it is the second moon in the calendar year. It is the paid for May. It is on a day where there was this partial solar eclipse, like the dark moon. Today is just like blasting open all possibilities and I don’t want us to get our ego in the way or our own intentions in the way of saying Oh, the veil, Then I can ask for whatever I want like I really want to open up the space to allow for us to get our team. That is eager and waiting to help transmute what can come through us by remembering our magical selves. Yeah, right, I yeah, Kate’s like no absolutely amazing I know it’s so cool. And this is why and i i I I don’t even focus. I have not ever since the first 2 weeks I’ve stopped focusing completely on the astronomical sign on like the horoscope aspect of things because astrology versus astronomy is very different. and astrology, The astrology that they’re using was created 3,500 years ago, and it’s been out of date by more than a month for over 300 years. so there is so much that is just convoluted and not accurate that people say, what what sign are you? And i’m like. Well, I was born on this day But according to astronomy that actually means that I’m the sign prior, and what you know. and people are like, can’t you just tell me what sign you are J: you know what i’m like Okay, whatever I know, people don’t really want to know all these So I get I to get out of my own way. I kind of just like delete so that I don’t get stuck on them. and I can like i’m just gonna delete that, for now, until I figure out where that fits in so for my own mental well-being. I had to just like, subtract it and allow for it to be okay. So. Oh, thank you, Kate. I so appreciate it. I you know I really I love jumping down the rabbit holes. and So it’s really I’ve been having a lot of fun doing Facebook again, because I read so many resources. And I every like documentary or i’ll watch a show we’re all like all these things always come in so being able to do the Facebook live I’m able to unravel and like connect pieces by being able to share so thanks for being present and letting me unravel with you. So if everybody has a pin and a piece of paper, 10 and piece of paper, and I saw Lorraine. Hello! welcome Lorraine and if you are here, and you wanna say hello, so I can see you Say, hello, if you give like a heart or a thumbs up. I can see your picture. But I can’t necessarily see your name Come up with it So if you’d like for me to say hello and recognize that you’re here. Just write a comment that way. I can see you pin and paper. Okay, we’re gonna keep this one this is not one that we’re gonna burn. This is not one of that we’re gonna rip up and bury, so you can have it in a notebook that you keep I should have said that before, like you can grab a journal or something. So I want you to write down on your piece of paper. And you can address it, I want you to get clear you’re addressing it either to like your high yourself, or your guides, or your angels, or the goddess or the magical mother, whoever resonates the most with you i’m gonna write down magical mother because that is the goddess and my higher self all together, and i’m going to ask, what can I do to create safe sacred space for myself? So right down on your piece of paper. address it to who you’re gonna address a tier, Dear Goddess, do you hire yourself, dear ancestors, whoever you’re addressing it? To, and then write the question down. What can I do to create safe sacred space for myself. If you’ve never done automatically writing it might take a little bit of time for the answer to come through your pin. If you’ve done automatic writing before you can usually pitch your pin down, and the words like the words, come into my pit, my head and kind of like, go through my arm and I write them as fast as I possibly can so That’s How I automatic right. Some people literally have no words in their head and they’re just the pin is just moving making the words for them. So I really would love if you would like to go into the magical mothering Facebook group, and just take a snapshot of your automatic writing when we’re done with this. I would absolutely love to see it you can take it really far away or like block it out if you don’t want us to read the message. But I would love to see what comes through is I find that a sharing, especially in the magical mothering Facebook group. It’s not public it’s a very private well loved space. If you wanna go one step further and join the Patreon for only $3 a month you can join the private discord community and i’m in that space and it’s more of like a chat space where as we’re just going through things. We’re just talking back and forth and Then of course you can join the 30 days of moon magic, which is a tier on pages on for $33 or more a month. And with that you get it. The daily Pdfs. You get the replays, the transcriptions, you get the private community and you get a lot more. Just interaction. So I am going to take 3 min and I’m gonna shut my mouth for 3 min and we’re gonna put our pin to the paper, and we’re going to see what comes through. Okay, So what can I do to create safe, sacred space for myself? 3 min. Here we go! One more! minute

Alright. So again you don’t have to like write down in the comments. If you don’t want to if there’s something that came through. That was really amazing. if you wanna continue doing this after the Facebook live, I would really encourage you to just give maybe your ancestors if you didn’t connect with them a turn give your guides a a chance. So make a list of maybe, you know, doing this more regularly, but especially today. The veil is then the solar eclipse happening there’s so much energy right now in this space to really allow for your brain to kind of feel a little discombobulated, because it’s so open right now and there’s very little energy coming from the moon to really affect or to have this gravitational pool to make us too emotional about it. So allow for this process to move through you and i’m glad we were able to take some time to actually do that. So my my magical mother, my higher self, the goddess She really shared with me that i’m i’m stepping out of my comfort zone by sharing live on fate, you know, on Facebook every day I’m stepping out of my comfort zone, but I am creating safe sacred space, not only for myself to unravel, but for the women that these Facebook lives are connecting with to unravel as well. So hearing that, I kind of went wow okay that’s cut that that’s cool. Thanks. You know, as one of those like encouraging things. and when sometimes when we automatically do automatic writing, we get these little insights. We get these little nudges to recognize, and often our higher self and the goddess see us as so much more whole. Then we see ourselves, and they can really nurture us and help us create safe, sacred space for ourselves. They can see the behaviors or the aspects or the boundaries. Maybe, that we’re lacking that are not giving safe sacred space. So as we are allowing ourselves, the gift this month to truly create safe space for ourselves and for me, that is actually going to mean taking a full week off of doing all work. from the third quarter moon through the last day of the waiting crescent moon. This month. and i’m gonna set up my tent space and i’m gonna like prep all the stuff for the kids in my husband. if they wanna join me in just i’m gonna be doing some fasting i’m gonna be i’m really excited to like create sacred safe space for myself i’m always so good at creating it for others who’s with me.

Can you? Can you resonate with that where you create all these things for other people? I even like one of the first things that I bought for my my improvis bell tent. My own personal space was a massage table, so I could do. Massage is on other people, and I went. my safe, sacred space and massage table does not give me any safe, sacred space. You know these things. So yeah, Funny right? how these aspects? Nikki Lee Yes, right thank you yeah it’s it’s interesting. How so often we can see clearly when our children are needing to help them. Think of some boundaries that they need or if they’re needing some safe sacred space, or some nurturing, or we’re really able to pick up on the cues of other people. But something that i’ve found really important is picking up on the cues of my own inner child, and allowing myself to have boundaries. Allowing for myself to feel safe, allowing for myself to know that I am okay in the world. And so with this new moon. I really don’t want you setting any new intentions, and the dark moon and the eclipse are saying, Don’t set new intentions. Don’t like, go do stuff don’t start new projects don’t get into something new. And as i’m saying this kelly sue you’re actually coming to mind, cause you’re off to go do a new job. But by the time you get there the moon will be ready for you to like. Step into action and all that kind of stuff, because you started this intention long time ago. Not today. So with this new moon specifically it’s really about looking at all the actions that you’ve been doing. What is your current reality? What is your current boundaries? What are your current safe, sacred spaces? Do you have boundaries? Do you have a safe, sacred space? Do you have a voice? Do you have the ability to create and remember or magical self? I’m just thinking that can I sue right you’re right no cause you started the intention for this months ago, and it’s now coming into fruition. It’s not a brand new intention today, you’re already in it. So that is something interesting to think about. So also realize that each new moon, so the new moon, the full moon, this coming month. So in 2 weeks the full moon for this coming month will be intentions that we set at the new moon 6 months ago back in November. So whatever was going on in November around the new moon, whether you intentionally or unintentionally created thoughts, those will come to fruition for the full moon this month. So we live in this really dense physical world and it’s. a good thing, too, because we have very little control over our thoughts. So if we thought something, and it had it automatically manifested in our life, we would kind of say Oh, shit like I really didn’t actually mean that So things take about 6 months or so to manifest or to catch up with us as we really think about them, and honor them and build those. So if you’re thinking I hate my job I hate this this is this is sucks I wish I didn’t have to do this 6 months or so later, maybe you’ll lose your job. Maybe you’ll get an illness maybe you’ll like something will happen to help you, so that you’re not so unhappy in that circle. If you don’t intentionally create space for something better like the universe will be like, Oh, you don’t like your job. Okay, Well, just have it not happen anymore. i’ll just get rid of your job, isn’t that what you want? So. So this is why the new moon is so fun because we get to get really clear on what it is that we desire, and usually set new intentions. But what i’m asking and offering you for this month is to get really clear on what your reality really looks like, and to connect with your ancestors, your higher self, your guides, the goddess source the universe and plug in to something higher than yourself to get insights into what behaviors, actions, modifications. You can do, and you can see what rich tools you can create, so that you can really step into clarity so that you can really step through the generational themes that maybe you’re just seeing coming out so clearly in your own life I am i’m seeing generation of themes so i’m really excited to not set a new intention because i’m like, Oh, my gosh! I already got a book, a 30 days of moon magic a plan or in this like i’m so grateful that I don’t have to set something like new I don’t have to create Oh, okay, i’m gonna ask my team to come in. Can you support me so that I don’t have to Okay. So I just got another tornado watch another tornado. Watch for the next. Wow! I can hear the thunder circling around us again. But it’s a Tornado watch not a tornado warning. So our tornado watch just means that there’s a thunderstorm coming that could produce tornadoes. a tornado. Warning means that they have actively seen tornadoes forming, and to find shelter. All these fun things that you get to learn about in the midwest. So, allowing for the energy of this time to really awakened and activate and create space, not to do more things, this is not about doing more things. This is not about feeling more productive. in fact I actually ask you this month to be less productive, to be more present, and see how much more productive you are when you’re in your body. When you are being present, when you are connecting when you are intentionally doing behaviors on purpose, not dissociating or clocking out and scrolling, or anything like this. And i’m talking to myself too, This is all this is all me sharing with my own self what it is that I get to practice as well. So this is what we’re going to be unraveling for the next 30 days of moving magic. again. I invite you to join in the Patreon. If you are already a patron, if you want to join in one of the tiers that way, you get all the goodies. If you’re not a patron, and you don’t know what Patreon is, and you’re like I don’t know what you’re talking about, send me a message if you wanna be a part of this I Do a daily Moon phase. Pdf: I go live on Facebook and on zoom every day. I have a private discord where we can actually go and just communicate and chat about each aspect. You can be as involved or not as you want and it starts at $3 to just be a part of the space. The 30 days of Moon Magic is $33, and it goes up from there. If you want to potion every month, I make herbal medicines correlate with each of these, so I do have a root. Chakra potion. If you do not feel safe, I really want to invite you to get the root. Chakra potion, the plants, and the herbal medicines. In this potion actually help bring you back into your body, just doing a couple drops under the tongue. Actually I hope you be physically connected to your body again. It’s a very rooting experience it’s a very grounding experience, and it’s a very nurturing experience. I found that when I really started getting into plant medicines there was an incredible grace and nurturing that happens through consuming the plant medicine. So if you would like any of those again, if you have questions and you’re going, I don’t know what what might be the right one for me. I don’t know if I can commit if you have questions and you just want to like message me just message me. I’m very accessible i’m very easy to connect with if you’re intrigued and you wanna know more. Reach out It’s very easy to connect with me so if you want to get the free Pdf. For today, so that you can write and have all the goodies. Magical mothering dot com or it will be on the recording and the transcription, and the Pdf. Will be on Patreon as well for everyone. So every new moon and every full moon I will be giving these out to everyone to have, and that way everybody can join in for a at least those 2 days, and then the rest. Of the time I do go live every morning at 10 Am. Monday through Friday, and tomorrow I will be live again at 7 Pm. Central time May Day. so come back here tomorrow and we will be doing a May day celebration together, honoring the first day of summer. And enjoying this. i’m breaking up of course because that thunder is happening. So i’m gonna go make sure that all the babes are safe as this tornado watches happening. The thunder is gonna ruin all of our reception, anyway. So. blessings to you. Thanks for being here. I will see you all tomorrow.