Full Moon- Releasing expectations, worthlessness and victimhood

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So today is the full moon, yay. So so this video, the full moon and the new moon, I keep these videos up so that for those who are interested can look back through you also get the Pdf and the recording which is available at magical

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mothering com, or at Patreon, dot com forward, slash, magical mothering.

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So the past 2 weeks during the waning sorry the waxing crescent and the waxing give us during the past 2 weeks, as the moon has been growing, we’ve been talking a lot about worthlessness expectations

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forgiveness. boundaries have come up and so with the full moon.

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It’s such a perfect time to release so think about the full moon.

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I like to think about the full moon as like a pregnant belly, and the baby being born like that is the full moon.

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Energy is that everything’s been growing and growing and growing and today it is burning itself.

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And so while that releasing process or birthing process can be painful, it’s also filled with a lot of excitement and joy and rejuvenation and energy, and things like that so something to take notice of is the full

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moon is the intentions or what you were doing, thinking, putting into your thoughts.

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6 months prior on the new moon. I love looking back at this so that would have been February’s new moon, and I can’t see I have it on the Pdfs.

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But I forgot to look up the exact date so in february. If you can kind of just go back in your physics body, I don’t necessarily want it to be so much of a thought process, but I want you to

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intuitively tap into your heart space and your intuition.

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When you think of February what was going on during that time.

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So i’m really think i’m like feeling february, and there was a lot of snow happening.

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It was the coldest part of the year yet. and there was this aspect of Are we gonna make it through the winter?

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Our bus is not winterized. Hi, good morning, Linda.

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We had not finished the house that we thought we were going to finish.

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It was snowing a lot, and yet I like I made this snow suit for myself last February, and I was just.

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I like lived in it, and I got snow suits for the kids, and we were going out in 17 degree weather, and just having a blast. and so i’m like in my heart space, thinking about how much fun good morning.

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Stacey. I was thinking about how much fun I was having last February, and that intention of just thriving, and not in.

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I wasn’t thinking so much about thriving in a financial, wealthy type of way, because, remember, our thoughts are what create our reality.

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I was really excited about the resources that are on this land, and this abundance that surrounded me, and the snow that was happening in these new experiences, and all that was possible.

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And so now, 6 months later, i’m seeing the abundance of my garden, I’m.

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Seeing that we have chickens and rabbits now i’m seeing these projects getting done, i’m seeing the resources coming in to finish the house with is our goal to finish the house before goddess camp and to have like an

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outhouse and an outdoor shower setup and the house done so we could have some structures.

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So it’s always nice having a timeline to try to finalize some things.

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So I would love to hear from you. If you can think back in your heart space intuitively, what energy were you putting out with thoughts?

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Were you putting out last February? I was also very much in a journey through that winter space.

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So February. The first is candlest, and I remember it was snowing, and my kids and I.

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We were making bees, racks, candles for inbox, or for candlest, and there was just this just pleasure around this space.

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I was also working with the goddess Anna, and Anana has a very interesting story.

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She actually travels down into the underworld, which is why I chose to work with her from winter solstice until in milk.

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Was this aspect of going into the underworld, and dying to everything that you adorn yourself with.

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So she went through 7 dates, and it took off her crown, and it took off her lapis beads, and it took off her belt, and it took off her robe, and she had it into the underworld naked

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just, you know, with no adornment despite the fact that she’s the Queen of Heaven, and it was such a powerful time to really unravel all of these things that I had put on myself thinking that I had to live up

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to these expectations right where we try and try and try and try and try, or at least I do.

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I’ll speak for myself, I try and try and try and try and now I’m, seeing 6 months later, that fully coming into fruition.

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This aspect of really kind, clearly, seeing that I needed to strip away all of the aspects so that I could find this root cause of worthlessness that came up the other day and really unraveling that cycle.

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But I had to first strip myself of all of the things that no longer serve me, and so I would love to extend the invitation to you, and then for you to share in the discord.

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Community, hey? Sunshine? enjoying West Yellowstone.

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So I would love to hear from you what you are releasing expectations, Worthlessness, if forgiveness, aspects, what are you releasing, or what is your intention to release for this full moon?

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A very powerful practice is just to write these things down on a piece of paper and a piece of paper that’s not in a journal for things like that.

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But you write down these aspects, and really feel where they’re located in the body.

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So if you have issues with boundaries, or creating boundaries, or holding boundaries, or making boundaries, if you have good morning, Amber.

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If you have issues with holding space for yourself, with releasing expectations, or judgment, or control, or any of these aspects, write them down.

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If you have issues with forgiveness, being able to truly forgive yourself so that you can really step into what is waiting for.

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You write that down. Good morning, Lisa. and Then as you’re going through this process.

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Good morning, lisa I love that he’s hoping on as you’re going through this process, you can really fully write down the things that are no longer serving you burn them when you’re ready so I have to

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admit i’ve done this a few times and sometimes it’s taken me up to like 8 months to burn something.

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So just because, do you write it down doesn’t necessarily mean that you’re fully ready to release it, and I wanna give you permission to hold on to it for as long as you need or want to until you’re ready to burn

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it just because it’s the former and doesn’t mean that you have to burn it.

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This full moon. you might wait 6 months and burn it at the new moon in 6 months.

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I just. I feel like so often our culture rushes us into like getting things done.

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Oh, well, you you became aware of it, so you need to burn it.

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You need to get that you need to get rid of that.

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You need to get it out of your life haven’t you lived with it long enough for me.

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I realized that it was so. I needed to really integrate what I had written down, especially when we’re working with fears or subconscious apps.

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There’s this aspect of once we write it down it’s now conscious it doesn’t mean that we fully integrated it because a lot of times in we’re subconsciously doing behaviors.

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We’re dissociating from our physical body while we’re doing those subconscious behaviors. so I find it really interesting that when we write something down, it’s now conscious in the forefront of our brain and and for

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me. I really had to see, just like with this worthlessness thing.

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I really have to look at it and see where and how it’s affected every aspect of my life, and in what ways it’s snuck in and in what ways it’s interceded and in what ways it’s played

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in a factor in all of these things. and so I don’t necessarily like to release things right away.

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I really enjoy seeing where they’ve made an impact in my life in my body, in my emotions, in my mental health, in the way that I communicate, and sometimes for me, that can take 6 months 8 months it can take some time to really

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see where all of this is coming from and where it’s stemming from.

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I want to give you that permission to write it down.

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Bring it into the forefront of your mind so you can really see it in front of you.

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But if you’re not ready to release it right away I I wanna just let you know like you don’t have to.

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We’re working with the lunar cycle is such while it’s quick, right it’s so much slower than the solar cycle.

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Every day is a new day in the solar cycle.

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Every day you have morning and night every day you’re expected to do the things that you’re expected to do.

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Look at the lunar cycle pulls us back a little bit.

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There’s a week of action there’s a week of intention setting.

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There’s a week of releasing and then there’s a week of rest.

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So, while that all happens in a 24 h cycle, the aspect of waiting, waking, setting intentions for maybe moments seconds, maybe none at all.

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And then you have the action pre phase and then you’re releasing.

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And then you’re resting again and this happens in a 24 h cycle.

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But I find that the lunar cycle for me is giving me permission to not have to move so quickly, to not rush through the process.

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And I love even more that the full moon shares with me that the intentions and thoughts that I were thinking 6 months ago just came to fruition with this full moon.

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It’s not even in one lunar cycle like the lunar cycle takes its time to bring those things to through question.

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Stacy shares you’re the third person this week to say, write it down.

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I know I have to do this. Yes, yes, yes, and Stacy share.

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This helps and makes perfect sense good good so as we’re going through this process, as we’re allowing for this full moon to illuminate.

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I love to see the full moon as this, like bright flashlight literally lighting up within my shadow self within, like the skeletons in the closet.

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Right. I love having the full moon illuminate the things that I am ready to take care of, and that way for the following new moon.

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That way I can release I can rest on it and then in the new moon. I can set intentions based on the illuminations that I got, knowing that it’s going to be an unraveling until 6 months from now

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they’re illuminated and I just I find that i’m not rushing so much.

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I’m finding that I have a little bit more joy in the process and it’s so interesting this past week, cause it’s been.

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It’s been a full week now since I had that kind of breakdown with the worthlessness Cycle and the the awareness of it.

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I am so aware of how often I spoke, this into existence to and with my children, and i’m so amazed that with the now in the forefront of my mind, I can see it so, clearly, and i’m not doing

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those subconscious behaviors that i’ve done for the past 11 years of being a mom.

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And so I just wanna share with you that when you get these things So if you’re really struggling with finances, if you’re really struggling with a relationship, if you’re really struggling with a family member or a friend, if

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you’re really struggling with your weight If you’re really struggling with a health issue.

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I would strongly encourage you, because a lot of these are subconscious aspects that then physically manifest in our lives.

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I would really encourage you to write it down. face. it faced the fear that this is creating, and for me, understanding the foundational aspects of the worthlessness that was perpetuating so much of this it really illuminates

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yet again the subconscious aspects that create in our life.

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And so the other day I I was going through and I was looking at finances and I’ve shared before this is our first time in debt. In 4 years we were debt free and financially, free while traveling and so this

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is the first time that we’ve had debt and i’ve been going through a lot of like slave cycle feeling very victimized, and feeling like a slave.

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Now. all I do is think about money and how i’m going to pay the bills, and it was so illuminating to me that I, my stole myself me has not changed.

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I am not a different being, because I have debt now.

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So why have my priorities and my thoughts should shifted so hugely to focus on?

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Now this issue, this debt, that I have and i’ve become indebted to it like physically, mentally, emotionally, my thoughts were being consumed by it.

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But it was totally subconscious. And so this past week I really illuminated this aspect, and I saw it so clearly, and I went oh, thank like no, thank you.

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I am not interested in living, breathing, trying just to pay a debt.

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That is not what I am here for, and as soon as I was able to consciously put that into the forefront of my mind, I could feel things like stacking differently.

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I could steal things shifting as soon as I released this aspect, high indigo.

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As soon as I release this aspect of charging for Goddess Camp and it may at some point become something that I charge for.

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But for this first one I really just wanted to see what happens and I don’t want it to be a business.

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I want it to be community gathering of women that coming together.

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And so how do you do that, and yet pay for all the things that I need to purchase and buy all the food And all these things kept coming up, and I just went.

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I, I trust, like I spent 4 years on the road traveling, not knowing where I was going to end up, and was so taken care of. I made.

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I made almost a $100,000 in our last year of traveling like I was so taken care of.

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Why would I not be taken care of on this land? And so it was such an amazing unraveling to really illuminate that my thoughts, my slavery to the debt my burden was creating more of that in my life and so I

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reiterated, I said, I do trust the universe. I do trust that I am taken care of.

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I do trust this in my entire being. I know that I am meant to do exactly what I meant to do, as it comes into my life.

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As it is, as I am inspired to do it I know that this is true, and so I just wanna offer and extend that to you.

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If you’re struggling with any of this release it trust the more that we hold on to it and try to control it and try to work for it and try to earn it and try to you know Do it all on our own the more.

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We do constrict and close and stop the flow because we’re not allowing or trusting the that it’s going to happen for us through us with us.

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You know as us. And so that was a huge revelation.

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Yet again of realizing that when we feel worthy enough, we can trust, when we feel worthless, we’re always having to try to prove ourselves, and push and show and create and put ourselves out there.

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But when we feel worthy, we receive, we trust, we honor, we create, we move through life, knowing that things are going to just happen because they do.

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Anyway. indigo shares. Hi, honey, your amazing spot on his always Sister Hudson kisses.

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Thank you, Indig Guy. I appreciate you making a comment that makes me happy.

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Coming out from hiding in the shadows. Thank you. I just wanna say thank you for those that join the Patreon indigo.

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Just joined with the Patreon recently. Lisa joined Loneice as a patron.

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I just had Danielle just joined as a patron.

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So thank you so much. it’s so exciting to see the community growing.

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It’s so exciting to see the women in the discord sharing and continuing these conversations.

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If you’re not in the discord and you’re having trouble joining in.

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Just send me a message, and i’ll send you the link again, and we’ll get just set up in there.

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So. thank you so much for being a part of this. I am very much excited and eager to hear about your full moon releases.

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What is it going to be? What is it going to be?

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What are you ready to release? That is creating space in your life so that you can start trusting again?

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And if that feels really scary, I invite you to go in and do some inner child work.

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If you need some support. With this reach, out and we can set up a session, I’d be happy to some space to work with you through this.

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So allowing allowing, allowing yourself to release what is no longer serving you.

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So thank you so much for being here. I hope you have an absolutely magical full moon day, and just a reminder.

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If you have a garden, or if you’ve been spotting some wild edible zoom, medicinals around today is the data harvest as the water content and the nutrition is at its highest at the full moon so if you

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see some of you know, wild blackberries or fruits, or anything around.

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Veggies go out and do some harvesting over the next 3 days, and create space to really create within yourself the love and nutrients that the earth so readily provides for.

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You, and good morning, Debbie. welcome, so I will see you all tomorrow.

30 Days of Moon Magic- Full Moon- Releasing who we think we should be

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welcome to 30 days of moon Magic i’m stephanie Mathews with magical mothering, Dot com and I will have the Pdf.

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For today available at magical mothering. com if you go to the blogs and podcast page this pdf every new moon and full moon are available to everyone. So if you’d like to kind of see what’s been going on

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and grab your free Pdf today. Please do so. If you want to join in the magical mothering community and get the Moon Magic Pdfs on a daily basis as well as access to all the recordings and the private community you can go

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to Patreon, com forward, magical mothering. So today is the moon.

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Yay. Good morning, Natasha. so the full moon of the full moon.

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So what’s interesting is, we often think about the full moon like as a society.

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We think that there’s this aspect of you things go a little crazy on the full moon, The er seem to be a little bit more full.

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The there’s more incidents that happen around the full moon.

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Sometimes babies are born more around the full moon there’s just what I in most people is associate that to having more energy around the full moon.

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But I would like to share that there is this aspect of being in a space where you’re more likely to release the inhibitions or the things that are no longer serving, you.

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And so you’re more likely to do things that don’t usually line up with your normal day to day stuff, which is why maybe you’re not as familiar with it, which is why maybe more accidents happen maybe you’re

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releasing aspects of yourself that if you go fine i’m just gonna do it.

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I’m just gonna do that thing i’m just gonna make that thing I’m so tired of waiting i’m so tired of doing.

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I’m just gonna release this border this boundary these in these constructs.

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I’m just gonna do it and so what’s interesting, though, because oftentimes when we step in a releasing space, we do so in a way that creates chaos in a way that creates Self-sabotage in a

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way that creates this rebellion, this teamage, Miss right?

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And so with that we can get really phicy, and we can get really snippetty and snappy.

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I noticed last night, like as soon as the the darkness was coming, the heat of the day, and just I can make up all these excuses.

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But I just started getting a little bit more like my husband.

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Even cities like this has been a great time. Hey, what are you doing?

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Why are you getting all frustrated it was like everything just started building up and building up, and I could feel the emotions coming up from the day and from the week, and from all of these things that I didn’t even realize were

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there because i’ve been in action, for 2 weeks. i’ve been in go-go-go mode and do do do and create, and all of these fun things, and I didn’t even realize that there were these underlying emotions

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that were starting to kind of come up to the surface, and it was coming out as like this snippity or frustration.

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And I went Whoa! So I finally labeled it.

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I was like, Okay, this is what i’m feeling this suddenly and so i’m realizing that i’m getting overwhelmed and I need to pause.

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But I also it’s 10 o’clock at night and we need to get all the animals centered, and suddenly i’m tired, and it was just this allowing of myself to feel in that present moment and allow for all of those

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emotions to be released. So this is a huge aspect of an emotional release.

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What aspects of emotional release sizes need to happen.

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What needs to happen emotionally for you to really release what is no longer serving you.

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The the biggest question. And this is the question on the Pdf.

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Is what or who and by who I mean yourself. So let me just finish the question: What or who do you feel?

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You should be that needs to be released with this full moon.

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So let me let me say it again. What or who do you feel that you should be that needs to be released with this full moon, or that you get to release with this full moon, or that you allow to release with this full moon So who do

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you feel like you need to be, or that you should be, that is actually no longer serving you.

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So in order for me to really get into the right mind space last month, to have an entire week of rest, I really had to release.

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So who and what I thought a good mother or housewife, or even wife or caretaker, or homemaker, or businesswoman?

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I had to release all of the like. If I take a week off.

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Does that make me no longer a good mother? because i’m not going to be caring for my kids?

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The way that I usually do is this gonna make me, you know all these thoughts of if I take a week off?

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Does that make me an irresponsible business owner?

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Does this make me blah blah blah like I had all these things about, and what I should be in order to do.

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Blah, you know X Y and Z. and I think we have so many of these like.

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If we just focus on a couple every full moon for the next 13 months, it would be an incredible.

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And so I really want to create space that to allow for ourselves to see the amount of precious that we are putting on ourselves to be something or somebody, or to do something that is just no longer serving us.

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It’s not who we truly are at the highest level, And so I do want to do a visualization today, because I think this is gonna be really important for integration aspects I don’t want to just talk about this I

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really want to access our higher self and I want to create some space to really be present, to see who it is that we truly are.

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Because this isn’t an incredible experience to really tap in to the fullness of who and what we are.

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So. Good morning, Laurie. Good morning, mike natasha shares the one who doesn’t look to me.

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Good morning, Ruth Nashville can you explain that a little bit more because we’re talking about So are you talking about the part of yourself who doesn’t listen to yourself because we’re talking about the parts and pieces of ourselves.

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That we’re ready to release so so let me know if that’s what you’re you’re talking about, because that’s that’s a fantastic especially the part of us that denies what or ignores our

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intuition. Natasha. Yes, okay, perfect. my son.

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Last night we got some chickens and my son last night was like I’m feeling like I need to go check on the chickens, and i’m like trust that feeling because you never know there could be a hole in the

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cage there could like trust that intuition and so he’s learning.

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He’s like It happened a few times yesterday he was playing and playing, and suddenly he got like this nudge, and he was like, Oh, I need to go take care of them.

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I need to go and see if they’re out of food or water and i’m like, yes, that is so important, and yet a lot of times we start getting compulsive with this because we don’t trust that we will remember we

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don’t trust that we actually will follow through. we don’t trust that it is something that we will do.

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So we start getting these compulsive aspects, instead of just allowing for ourselves to release and sink in and trust our intuition.

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Hello, Daniel welcome. And so we’re talking about who or what do we feel that we should be that needs to be released with this full moon?

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So I am going to let’s get into a space if you’re driving, or if you’re somewhere that you can’t close your eyes and be in this space the replay will be available for everyone the new moon and

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full moon recordings are available on Facebook and on the magical mothering website.

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So just know that those are available. to everyone if You’re enjoying this, and you want to be a part of the Patreon community.

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You can join that the link is in the description of this video.

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So I really love just closing my eyes and getting to a space where I can be present.

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So maybe that’s taking a deep breath. feeling the seat underneath you. maybe even like placing your hands on your legs and feeling your body really getting into your physical space.

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And then I want us to go into our minds eye and to our imagination. and I want us to visualize a nature setting.

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And if you need to just visualize the nature setting that’s behind me that’s totally fine as well, that works so just visualize a nature setting, and as you’re visualizing this nature setting I want you to see

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that walking towards you in this nature setting is your higher self, and as your higher self is walking towards you, I want you to see how they walk.

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I want you to see how they move? Maybe How they’re dressed? What is the look on their face as they’re looking at you?

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What is their? Maybe their body gestures, their hand gestures.

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Is there a smile? Is there a look of unconditional love and acceptance?

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Is there a joy? Is there, maybe like a radiating light?

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And if so, if there’s a color that’s coming notice that maybe they don’t actually like stomped on the floor, and that they kind of float over the floor, of whatever nature setting you’re in notice that your higher self is really

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creating a space of being in the the moment with you. And now I want you to ask your higher self as they approach you.

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Ask your so high yourself, or what am I truly

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And when you get that answer you can just write it down or try to remember it.

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The next question is, Who do I think I am that I no longer need to be, or that I can release with this full moon

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As we see that maybe this visual of ourselves standing in front of us, or higher self, if they can show us in a in a picture of who we truly are and who we are, that maybe we’ve been denying ourselves and then this

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visual of who we think we need to be, and really comparing those 2 images of ourselves, and really allowing for those 2 images to be seen in very clear non judgment ways for us to see who we truly are who we truly are and then can

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we see who we think we needed to be, or what we needed to be in order to be successful or loved or accepted or wanted.

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We’re not not about. abandoned again all of these aspects. So, as your kind of seeing these 2 images, I want you to take like a snapshot in your mind that you can go back and visit this at any time this

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is going to be waiting for you here, and So as you just surround this whole scene with whatever color light resonates with you. and I want you to pull it into your sacral space.

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Because this is where we’ve been working this past 2 weeks. This is where we’re gonna continue to work for this lunar phase. and I want you to really pull in the or in this imagery into your sacred space So that you

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can really know that this is here waiting for you that your higher self is right there, just waiting to be called upon, ready to give you answers and insights.

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And then, when you’re ready you can open your eyes and so, if this was something that you’re wanting to do more of, I do have opportunities to work with me, one on one, and I do have the the magical mothering

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method which is a whole 13 month Chakra program that has weekly videos for each Chakra.

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It has workbooks. it has videos the whole thing. So know that there is more where this came from.

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So I would love to hear what your higher self shared with you.

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If this is something that you can share with me, I would love to hear it.

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So the next question is now that We’ve seen who we should be, or maybe you’re welcome, Daniel.

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Yeah, maybe we see some choices that we’ve been making that have led us a little bit further away than what our desire of our higher self is.

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And i’m really realizing it’s i’m doing even just doing the whole last week of doing the abundance and money aspects of how much my desire has really been focused around surrounding myself with nature and my

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goals. we’re not about making 7 figures these were not excuse me, these were not the des desires of my heart.

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The desires of my heart was not to become a millionaire is not to become a billionaire.

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And yet, if that was the desire of my heart, I know that I would access that because I manifested this 22 acres backed up to 1,600 acres, and that was really the desire of my heart

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was to live in the wild, to live in nature, and and we are able, and we are able, to manifest whatever the desire of our heart is, and to of making a lot of money is the desire of your heart.

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You can create that yet. if you have the desire of a higher self goal, if you’re hire yourself is showing you that you are meant to do something.

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So drastically different. This is gonna really shift you into a different position.

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This is gonna really put you into a trajectory that every step along the way you will learn exactly what is needed.

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You will know exactly the steps you will know exactly the you will receive exact experiences that you need to develop and evolve.

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And I often tell my husband i’ve actually said this a lot I’ve said, Do you know it’s really interesting?

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If we would. if we had half a 1 million dollars at this time I actually would not have attempted to do this specifically, because I would have had the money to just pay for it.

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And I wouldn’t have gone in this direction and I stay this often, and I and I wonder if that’s just true for me, or if that’s true for other people and I know a lot of creatives there’s this aspect

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of like the struggling artist or the starving artist right There’s this aspect of if we had unlimited money, That’s what we need in this world to be you know able to produce and provide But it’s an

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interesting aspect, because creativity and ingenuity and new insights, and coming up with things that aren’t available and going around things in different ways is sometimes really a fast way to get there is by not having the monetary ways, to

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make it happen, but really using your entire being to create space for that possibility, or to learn that thing, or to create that thing that you’re passionate about, or to put you in that position, So it’s an interesting aspect i’ve been really

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thinking about why certain people are millionaires or billionaires, and why some people are not, and why we all feel like we.

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We need more because we I feel like the the meeting aspect.

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They asked. The like. The part of us that is in need is actually the part of us.

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That is keeping us from receiving. And so, if we stopped pushing and striving and doing to be or do something that we are not, and that our higher self is just not in aligned with and we truly see what our higher self, wants to show us what we

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came here to do what we could here to gift what we who and what we are.

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It’s an incredible thing to step into. that space and I can tell you. the first time I did a higher self exercise when it was about 3 3 years, maybe 4 years later, I was doing a Facebook live and I put and I like walked into

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the Facebook live, and I gasped, because the woman that I saw is my higher self was standing in front of me in the face.

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Live. and I was her, and it was so powerful to see that I had stepped into my higher self, especially when i’m doing things like Facebook lives or sharing or events, and just being present and embodying that part of me and it’s such

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a beautiful space of receiving, receiving this joy in this piece, and this, knowing that I don’t have to prove, or do, or become, or find, or create anything.

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But I want to like I have such a desire to because it’s so fun!

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It’s so in joyable and i’m in joy while i’m doing it, and that is the secret that is the shift.

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That is what I feel. The full moon can really create within us.

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Is this ability to release in this moment to forgive ourselves for forgetting who and what we are to truly allow for ourselves to step into something that is so incredibly beautiful?

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And when we do that we have this freedom, we have this joy.

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We have this unraveling experience that happens and there’s an there’s one more question: What aspects of life are you holding on to that?

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Are not of your higher self desires, and it could be, What aspects or what stories are you telling yourself?

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What What are you trying to manifest? That is not actually a higher self desire?

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What are you trying? What are you trying to do? That is not in a alignment releasing those.

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So that you can simply receive all the resources that you need.

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All the blessings that you need all the friends all the opportunities, all the collaborations, so that you can truly drive.

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And so it’s very exciting this releasing time when you see the potential at the potentiality of what could truly happen.

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There’s this opening, this ex expansion that is being created through releasing, just as the full moon is added to brightest.

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Right now there is an opening and an expansion, and when we allow for ourselves to get vulnerable, and we allow for ourselves to be seen, and we allow for ourselves to truly create some awareness, an unraveling happens, and we

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can open up and release all of these aspects and so I would love to hear what you’re releasing for this full moon.

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I’d love to hear what comes up for you if you want to message me.

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Feel free to if you want to be a part of the private community and join in there.

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So we can continue this conversation. I welcome you i’d love to have you there.

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Otherwise have a magical and brilliant and wonderful releasing full moon.

30 Days of Moon Magic: Full Moon Lunar Eclipse- Time of Completion

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April 16- Full Moon PDF and Healing Session!

Welcome. It is our pink full moon, or the rebirthing full moon, as we are celebrating it in the magical mothering community.

Welcome welcome. If you are live in Facebook. i’d love you to say hello. So I can see you and interact I am on a zoom link as well that I posted on magical mothering Facebook page if you’d like to join in the zoom it’s a little bit more interactive that way. So hello and welcome i’m so grateful you’re here. I’ve been really bad about sending emails out to the email list. So if you’re on the email list will get that under control, and I will be better at that. But for now building up all the Patreon and lives to, I do want to share If you go to magical mothering com blogs and podcasts, you will see the Pdf. For the full moon right now. So i’m gonna just share that in the zoom Video: that way we have that there. So if You’d like to join in the zoom please find the link, I posted it in a few different areas, and then on Patreon and the website as well, so I would like to just start by just shaking off all the energy shaking off all the stuff from today. Shake your hands, shake your head, get your shoulders going. Take a breath. take a breath. The full moon energy is this is a 100% illumination. Hello, Cheryl, welcome. 100% illuminated today. It is so incredible to be in a space of illumination, and to be in a space of seeing things in a light that is not shadowed. That is not hidden away. No part of our lives right now are in the shadow.  Everything we should be able to see clearly. And so this is a phase of completion, a phase of fertility, a phase of abundance and transformation. And this is a time of releasing what no longer serves us not trying to start new projects Right now. This is really about looking at what is in front of you. Taking inventory is a great way of using the full moon’s illumination. What is, what needs to be looked at? Is there an inventory that needs to be taken of? How much abundance there actually is in your life, regardless of what your financials say, or debt, or anything like that, how much abundance is really in your life. Taking a look at your relationships. What is the relationships like? Are they fully illuminated right now is there aspects that You’re going? Hmm! This just keeps getting really bright and getting more clear to me about what I need to do to shift things or or not, but releasing what no longer serves you is a huge part of the full. Moon we do not want to do manifesting during the full moon We are releasing our desires, we are releasing our control. We are releasing what no longer serves us, and with the theme of rebirth as the theme. For since the new moon to the Dark moon this month it’s been really fun to see that what we are collectively ushering in we get to also release what is no longer serving us so is the way that the system is built no longer serving us as society, no longer serving us, is our environment. No longer serving us. so if you’re here I would love to just have you say hello In the comments, and that way I can see you. I can interact with you. So today’s a good day to make moon water charging moon water. Today is a great day to release energy that has been stored in crystals, especially those like black tourmalines and garnets rose courts. Hello, Dorothy! Welcome! welcome! Hello, Cheryl! Yay i’m so grateful you ladies are here it’s so wonderful to connect. So it’s also a great day to take a full moon healing womb bath. It’s also a great day to take a full moon bath, so you would literally go outside naked bathe in the moonlight. And so this obviously is only going to be available to certain people that maybe have that privacy or live in the backwards like I do But taking imagining that the the moonlight is bathing you, and to allow for it to just cleanse and release everything that is no longer serving you. This is a really incredibly illuminating experience to share with this full moon. So 6 months ago was the seeds that we planted 6 months ago, intentionally or unintentionally, unintentionally, are now blooming with this full moon. So if you do have a pin and paper i’m like looking around, and I don’t really have my pen in paper out.So i’m gonna get my pen and paper out i’m gonna pause for a minute. If you would like to get your own pen and paper out because I really enjoy taking the time to do the questions and to do the journaling here and now, because when we get off of this session whenever we’re gonna have time to do it right we’re not so. get a pen, get a paper out also have a piece of paper that you can. That is not something like not part of your notebook like don’t make sure that it’s just paper that you’re not going to save, because we’re going to write some things to release. On that. but then you can also have, like a journal, and such So on the piece of paper that you’re keeping I Okay, looking. Okay, i’ll pause i’ll pause Yes, Yes, yes, go get some paper, go get a pen. I will pause for those of you who have your pen and paper. Just take a breath. just be present with the moment me take a sip of your of a beverage. If you have one. This is not Store-bought. I save. okay. I found my P. and the little one had it of course right now it’s giving it safe. So you got your pen. You got your paper on the piece of paper that you would like to keep, maybe in like a journal, or somewhere that you’d like to be able to refer back to it. If you have one of my planners perfect I happen to bring my planner inside. so I don’t have it.

18:08:59 But today’s date is April sixteenth ,022 I’m going to open up my calendar to see so 6 months ago October, when you intentionally or unintentionally manifested your reality, and the full moon is bringing that into being right now. So I want you to think back of where you were in October. What was your heart, space? What were the desires that you were thinking of? This is why, having a new moon manifesting journal where every new moon you write down all of the things that you’re wanting to manifest, and then you can go and look back 6 months and read through it and see it and create space for it. so this is something that it’s really powerful, and I do add into the so i’m still creating. So I’m, sharing all of the pdfs and welcome to the zoom. Hello, Hello, welcome to the zoom. I I can’t see you while I’m. Sharing this, but I will pop off of this so that I can connect with you. So welcome every day I make a pdf for the moon, and i’m still kind of experimenting and exploring those, and so adding a new moon manifestation. Hello! Yang! Hello! hello! And then a full moon. inventory. So if you want to grab a piece of paper, we are exploring what we have brought into reality, either intentionally or unintentionally, of what we desired. Back uber this full moon made it manifest so for me personally. Last October. We had been at the property here for a month, and we had kind of kicked off. The other owners and we’re working on finding the money to make this land our own fast forward 6 months to now we now own the property. We paid them off for it. we’re planting trees we’re planting seeds. Okay, i’m gonna be quiet for 2 min and I would love to for you to write down Okay, there we go Welcome the cheerful one got us in the Zoom. I’m going to continue to do a screen sharing Sorry my Internet was a little off. Okay, Cheryl: Thank you for sharing Cheryl Cheryl shared in the on Facebook. And I will open the chat if you’d like to chat on the zoom. Your manifestation inventory of what you have managed over the past. Over the past 6 months. so Cheryl has said, abundance, freedom, peace, enjoyment, and new life, inspiration. I love that. Thank you. Share? Christopher, more flow, energetic understanding, multiverse levels of love, and taking it day by day, so good, so good, such good manifestations over the past 6 months! And if anybody else would like to share in the comments in either Zoom or Facebook, or if you wanted to be unmuted, if you’re on zoom and like to share yours verbally, i’d be happy to unmute you. I came up with friends as when we moved here. We had a big falling out with the family that we purchased the property with, and I was feeling kind of alone of like man. I just moved to the middle of Frickin nowhere Missouri. How am I gonna make friends? And I just started connecting with all the beautiful people from all over the country. And just really created that. So that was something that I really asked for of like friends, Dorothy. I left a job last september. very much intending to find one on my boy’s schedule, and I didn’t even realize that I did it. I love that not only have found one that is on their schedule, but 2 love, love, love, that when, like your high yourself, says this, is it. This is not what you need to be doing. you’re not in flow anymore, Right? like you need to quit the job so exciting. And this is what I love about. The full moon is, when we do a moment to to see that the full moon delivers the reality. Either that we have asked for intentionally or unintentionally, and it can go either way right. It can we’re asking for. It unintentionally it could be something that maybe we’ve sabotaged or something that we didn’t necessarily want. It could be things that are kind of creating some chaos. If our inner child maybe requested these things, but it also can be beautiful aspects of 2. No Jobs more energetic understanding aspects of new friends, and a property, As Cheryl said, abundance and freedom and joy. 1 Hello! hello! So the inner, the full Moon inventory is a great way to really allow for ourselves to see what we are asking for, and welcome Donna. So great for your huge Dorothy said girl I also asked to find more patience and to grow. I’ve asked for patients a few times and man that comes at such a steep price, because you just get more opportunities to be patient. Not necessarily more patience like man did. I not know it was going to happen in the way that it has. And I didn’t see it till right now I appreciate this so much, Dorothy, I love right. So the universe has the goddess the universe is such a funny way, sharing with us exactly exactly what we ask for exactly what we’re desiring to know, to learn to grow, to take, not for granted Write all of these things yet, Krista dorothy Oh, ran yeah I’ve learned to not ask for things in in specific like I. I do not ask for patience anymore, because I know that i’m just gonna be given opportunities to have to practice being patient. Do not ask for things that involve like making me a appreciate what I have, because often it is taken away or removed completely, so that I then appreciated what I had. Which is very interesting, right We often don’t know what we had until it’s lost, and the full moon illuminates that so drastically.

So with the full Moon inventory. This is a great way to see and to be extra mindful with the new moon in our G right, we will have a period of Dark Moon energy prior to the next new moon. And so, if you want to join in the 30 days of moon magic on the new moon for next month, I really would love to have you join us, because now that we’re seeing this flow of how juicy and potent that new mood. Seed crescent moon is to like plant our seeds, to then have them come into expectancy or birthed over the past 6 months or 9 months. So, Dorothy, let me see, the amazing part is, while I did not want that level of testing. All right. None of us do i’m so thankful that I can now apply it to the places I wanted it for. Yes, yes, yes, yeah. krista says you know spirit delivers unexpected ways. but always for our highest good. Yes, and for the lessons and the experiences I don’t know if I like the words lessons Kristen. I have talked about this before I don’t know if I necessarily resonate with the word lessons.  But I do resonate with the word experiences and until we’re ready to experience new emotions opportunities feelings other than what we were born and raised, and in the culture we were given the we Do ask for these things and so we kind of get the same experiences if we just keep asking for the same things in a way, until we until we experience them and feel them differently. Then we’ll get a different outcome dorothy says Ohy, appreciate that. I shall not be asking in that way. Yeah, I think we’ve all done that where you know, we start on this healing journey, and we say, show me what needs the most healing. That is a is, and really not fun. question say do spirit because we’re happy? Is it like rips open the most vulnerable part of us like until we’re just raw and laying there flung open and flayed open. and we’re like. Oh, yeah, that that does need healing. Oh, So So this is why, when I do healing work with people, I immediately go to the inner child. Because this is what is creating so much chaos usually in our lives. and I love that with the new moon we can really create seeds with that inner child playfulness, and then go and grow from there. Oh, man, Thanks, Dorothy for sharing Thanks, Christopher, for the feedback. I love this. I’m So Kind and I just say thank you thank you to those who are here present right now. the cheerful one Goddess Christa Dorothy. We’ve got Donna cheryl and if you’re if I didn’t say your name, please please please say hello. Can I just say how grateful, like, truly truly grateful, that I am for you? Be here to be in this community, to have incredible women friends. Goddesses that I love, and that I can like, be in the full moon energy, with, and collaborate and communicate with. Can I just say thank you for answering my manifested wish? 6 months ago. So thank you. Hi, tasha welcome welcome so grateful you’re here, and I truly mean that like I just want to sit in this for just 1 s. Women from all over the country. Hi! indigo! I see you. I know you were lurking and I couldn’t I couldn’t figure out who who was lurking Krista Yaya, yaya have so much put on your egg hut. I so appreciate each and every one of you for being present here today for being in this full moon, illuminated light, and for connecting in a way that is so authentic and real. And beautiful. So thank you. This is exactly my intention with creating magical mothering is to gather women from all over the world. We can simply share in each other’s space and be here so thank you, Thank you. Thank you. 

Okay, next we’ve done our full moon inventory of what we’ve manifested over the past 6 months. Now on a piece of paper that you do not mind burning, or tearing, or burying, or giving back, sending back to the earth in some way, shape or form. So sometimes. sometimes you can use, Write a message to spirits or ancestors, or your higher self. Guardians, angels other dimensions. You can write messages of what you would like, support with, or help with, or to be released and burn them. You can also make it like really clear, like, if you have a grandmother, or if you have a parent, or if you have, like a being, maybe even like a somebody famous who has passed on that you want their support specifically, you can write them a letter and burn it, and send it into the ether’s through smoke, and the smoke seems to pass through the veil easier. So there’s 2 ways really writing what you’re releasing you can either write it as a letter, or as a message to those on the other side of the veil to really allow for you to take action to maybe align things or help you see things from a different perspective from other aspects, and write them a letter to help them help you have them help you, or this is a rebirthing. You can write out what you are rebirthing in 2. Okay, So I do want you to include what you are releasing what no longer is serving you. The lessons that you have learned over and over and over and over again different faces, different. Maybe locations, same things. What you are saying? Thank you. I I have experienced this. I have learned this, i’ve grown from this and I do not need to continue experiencing it to get the message. so I have personally done this with being poor and having like a poverty conscience, have written down thank you so much for allowing me the opportunity to be poor to experience poverty at a level that I didn’t know where my next food morsel was coming from, where I didn’t know where the next money that I needed to keep my home over my route, you know, like the roof over my home. You can write a letter to poverty, saying, Thank you. I am so grateful for you you’ve taught me how to be very resourceful, and really share all of the ways that that has helped you. Then really make very clear. I am ready and excited to now experience by financial abundance. Money, physical, monetary money, in a way that I will be able to support my desires. I will be able to change the earth, and I will be able to, you know. Say all the reasons and ways that you’re going to use money I am going to uplift humanity. I’m going to be able to care for mother earth i’m able gonna be able to afford to eat better, so that I could support, not Walmart, you know, but local farmers and get that food.  You know what I mean, so really share in all the ways, and come up with some ways sharing like look. I have learned, and this is what i’m going to do this I’m going to put my money where my mouth is kind of a thing, and then you would bury this letter and allow for it to rebirth under the earth  Okay, So think of something that you are ready to release that is no longer serving you, that you’ve learned the lesson with, and that you would like to bring in a new experience. This are we having a full moon tonight. Yes, so this is why we’re doing this today. Full moon today. So welcome, Amy. Yes, yes, yes, full moon today. It is a full moon right now. Okay. 99.8. I think it was a. It was a full moon within the past few hours. So depending with where you are on the earth it’s as it’s as good as a full moon today as any So write down what it is that you would like to release what it is that you’ve learned from your experiences. If there is a new experience if you don’t know what the opposite is good i’m at work can’t wait Woo. Yeah, So if you’re you’re wanting to release definitely write this out bury it under the full moon. So it’s fully illuminated so that it is seen by all of the unit your higher self. Your guides, your angels, your entities, and they can all see that this is illuminated. This is going into the earth and the earth. The goddess Gaia is going to rebirth this for you. Okay, any questions. Anybody have any questions about this or is there something that coming up. And you’re like I don’t know if this like I don’t know if this is the right thing. there is no such thing as a right thing, but minor divergence that’s how it comes out. So, does anybody have any questions is everybody good thumbs up or hearts? If if you’re you’re getting it okay beautiful thank you Okay, I’m gonna give us 2 min. Obviously you can take more time after finish but I do want you to finish this today, and to go out and bury it today, preferably in a space. Maybe that’s not under a tree. but it is actually like in that is under the moonlight. Okay, all right. i’m gonna be quiet? Okay, It was a few minutes. Does anybody else have a page full all right i’d love to hear i’d love to hear if you’re brave enough if you’re comfortable enough I will share first that way you have a moment if you’d like to type it in to the chat or Yes, an entire page, Right? Right? Yes, yes, yes, good, Good. Good. Okay. I really just wanted to be present this and really to create space. So I started my letter out to the Great Mother. Great Mother! Thank you for the gift of my marriage. Thank you for the gift of my children. Thank you for the gift of my spouse. I am ready to Be a magical mother. I’m ready to release the mommy monster the scared the fearful judgmental guilty monster that I learned from the generations before me. I release the curse of the controlling warrior. God, woman, I release the warrior! God culture, and there’s so much in this lifetimes lifetimes of living under this warrior God matriarchal, I mean patriarchal feeling less than feeling like I have to control others in order to be in control of myself. So much goes into this, and all month 5 been really unraveling. What is goddess culture? and this I mean. For months since the since October I started this. And so, really allowing for myself to release anything that is holding me hostage to really stepping into the fullness of the goddess, that I feel that I am embodying. And so I will be taking this and burying it under the moonlight. So thank you, fellow goddesses, fellow magical women, for witnessing this for allowing me to speak that, and to be heard And if this is something that you would like, to say verbally out loud, because it’s really potent to be heard saying these things. if you’d like to, I can bring you on camera, and you can just share them or you can write them in the comments or you don’t have to share them at all, and they can just simply go into the earth, and she will hear them and release them for you. Time of release. So everybody’s good with that i’m going to and at any time, if you want to share, please do so. Another aspect of the scene this month is the sole Chakra it’s so. The soul. Chakra is a part of the thirteen-month magical mothering method program. It would be quite a bit to type. Yes, so you’re totally good.

  If you want to just share one thing, do you want to go on camera and share it. If you’re not comfortable to say nope otherwise something else. If you’d like to you can always take a snapshot of it, and put it on to the magical mothering. All right. You could always take a snapshot of it, or not in the magical mothering Facebook group.  That is another safe space to do so to just be seen. But this is not something that you have to like. Air your dirty laundry out like I do. This is it. It very much brings me pleasure to share these these aspects, and to be seen. So, thank you. but i’m very thankful for learning the that messes are okay. That chaos is okay in the Nora part of life. Yeah, yeah. For sure. Cheryl says, Thank you to my higher self I release all mental blocks, and, lack that I have mentally in the mentality. Thank you for the support of my new life. Inspiration would like to bring my peaceful spot. New homestead to fruition. I just want to breathe that in with you, Cheryl. Yes, yes, yes, really releasing any aspects of your own mental aspects, or blockages or aspects in your own mentality that are sabotaging or limiting you, or blocking you from being able to fully step in and rebirth this new aspect in this new location. I love that so especially especially so now that you’ve released these mental barriers.  It is really, really, really a potent time that in the new moons in about 2 weeks, and i’ll be making sure to do lots of videos. The new moon to plant those seeds of the homestead of the new location are peaceful, sacred space. I love that so. Yes, Dorothy. However, I am ready to find a more constant flow of the chaos, so that things can be a little bit more tighty and have a more consistent low dorothy, I love. That so is control. What you’re releasing so that things can what may feel like chaos because you can’t control them is being flowed better like being okay with not being able to actually lack of control correct correct like that  what needs to be released. The lack of control. Oh, okay so now there’s like no control whatsoever. And it’s just chaos got it got got it. so and control is very much a part of that like war. Like the warrior God, woman. the warrior godwoman is very controlling, very manipulative is like if you think of all the goddesses that were created after the warrior god culture, they’re all goddesses of war so very strategical and manipulative and dominating and controlling. And so when we don’t want to be that anymore. because so many women, our are more masculine, Then we go into this other aspect of being a complete lack of anything no structure.  But that’s not feminine either like look i’ve been looking towards nature and nature’s very while she’s in perfect flow. Look at the seasons. She never goes from winter to fall like she always goes from winter to spring, to summer, to autumn, to winter, always, always, always always so. Look at Nature. In the fact that she flows while there might be some days of like frost still in spring, because of winter, and some days of like jumping into summer that feel like in spring. There’s always this flow a consistency we know that we’re going to go from one to the next to the next. And so rhythm. I find for me that rhythm is always a beautiful way. to transition. Control into more flow is if I have rhythm doing daily, weekly, monthly, seasonal rhythms and rituals to guide me, and my life whereas I don’t have to control others because it’s just the rhythm and the ritual that is guiding us. So I’m gonna stop screen sharing Okay, I really hope this is not okay. This has been I just don’t see it sorry i’m not seeing those live transcription, so but it says that it’s there. So does anybody have a location that they want to share for where they’re going to be be bearing this sometimes visualizing like I’m. Seeing in the middle of our open field, and I can like see the darkness of the skies and the sun kind of and in the middle, like the clouds going passing over, and the moonlight coming through like hitting exactly that spot and the metamorphosis of this page becoming this release, and being eaten by all the bugs and the worms, and so sometimes Oh, I love that Dorothy Yes, so you’re gonna be burning yours, love it! The burning shit is so releasing it’s such a good way of like releasing of just like lighting it on fire. Whenever i’m doing a releasing of a fear I always burn it. So because this is a like a behavioral aspect for me i’m going to bury it. Just so. there is a rebirthing that comes from it. Because the earth is so good at rebirthing things it’s what she does. She takes things that are dead and decaying, and rebirths them. So we have a few minutes left i’m i’m here. so if there’s anything that you’d like to share. If there’s any things that you and I bring up if there’s any questions. If There’s any whatever If there’s something on your on your brain, and you want to share something i’d love to hear it in the Pdf. The Pdf. for today is available every new moon and full moon I’m making the Pdfs available to everyone. You do not have to be a part of the Patreon to get them. Otherwise the Patreon tears. They only start at $3. So. if you’d like to get the daily lives and things like that, and join in the private discord community.  That’s it. $3 $33 a month is when You’d get the daily Pdfs as part of the 30 days of moon magic. I would really love to have you join us over there it’s been absolutely incredible. It’s been really fun the discord group is really great, because it’s a a forum style space, so we can just chat like It’s really neat to just pop in there greed with some other women are going through for the day and going. Oh, man, that resonates so much, and just having conversations with other women in real time. Without the worry of it being on social media and in Facebook land. And it’s really in like this private safe space so that’s really nice. But if you go to magical mothering com, and you go to the blogs and podcasts thing in the menu, you can actually click on that. And in the blog, and for today there is the pdf. So it’s now going to be a 2 page spread for the months, and then the day. So Dorothy is sharing. There is a book I got from you quote a while ago. I just started, and I wanted to say, thank you it resonates so very much with everything going on right now. Well, that’s cool Wait! What book is it there’s a book I got from you. It is titled The Great Cosmic Mother Sounds so yummy sounds like so i’m gonna write that down the great cosmic mother. What’s really interesting is i’m finding the work that I share I’m.

Pretty isolated like. I don’t I don’t read a lot of other books that are similar to what I do, or what I share. And so it’s interesting when somebody does recommend something that there’s so many women who are sharing the same messages with just slightly different verbiage. All over the world right now. So part of doing the 30 days of Moon Magic is, I am going to be finally writing a book. And the 30 days of Moon Magic is going to be a like an accompaniment to being in the practice that is going to be in that book. So it’s pretty exciting yeah so the full moon the full moon. We often look at the full moon and see the the great beauty in it, and so it’s. I always love bringing it down to a practical level. So again, thanks for being here. Thanks for being present. Thanks for doing this rebirthing aspects and and work with me. And yeah, I hope to see you i’ve been doing Facebook lives every day at 10 A. M. Central time, and then again i’ve got the patreon where I share the recordings and the transcriptions and the Pdf. Every day, and then we also have a private discord community that were that i’m sharing in daily as well, so if you’re if you’re wanting to play more than just twice a month. But if not, if you want to just play on the new moon in the full moon. Come join us. it’s a way that I can share to the greater community. And then also, having that $3 tier is a way that I feel that everybody can at least be able to join in in a way that financially is not going to be a burden to So Yeah, let’s continue this sharing let’s continue this community engagement let’s continue this conversation. in the magical weathering Facebook group or on discord. If You’re in Patreon and create some space to allow for the unraveling and the rebirth process to continue so. Thanks for being here like ladies. Thanks for being a part of my life. Thanks for being a part of this space, am truly honored that I get to have each and every one of you here. You’re very welcome, Donna thanks for being here I really appreciate your presence. Appreciate each and every one of you, and just know that every single one of you is a vital part of my own part, like I am so grateful. I I often just like scroll through the my Facebook friends and the women that I’ve connected with all over the country. Whether it was before I started traveling or after, and know that I like. See each one of you and just i’m so grateful for you. i’m so grateful for the friendship in whatever dimension or whatever capacity it is know that think of you often and that i’m truly grateful for this community that I thought I was going to start physically, but is very much happening virtually because it is with women all over the country. And while I am going to continue working on creating retreat space in order to hold physical space here in Missouri. I I need more connection than that. I really enjoy connecting with each of you.  So thanks for being here. Thanks for being present. and I will see you all tomorrow if you decide to hop on, and not tomorrow.I have a happy Easter Tomorrow, Monday Monday at 10 o’clock, A.M. I will be back on Facebook. lives Monday through Friday, so enjoy the rest of your weekend.